Love Spell

2007-09-18T02:21:00.000-07:00

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click click click..I am hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2007-09-17T17:37:00.001-07:00

=(

I dunno.

everything doesn't feel ok

2007-09-14T21:28:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhh..I have another blog add..but I can't edit the template..some problem with XML @#%@# I'm so irritated! darn!

yesterday was spent watching vcds..

I scared myself silly watching Anacondas 2..I was alone in the house..n I kept jumping around to look over my shoulder as if I was expecting to see an ugly great snake behind me..I was so frightened I msged Jannah..AHA..tink she was amused..lol..I wanted to watch Saw II after tat but I tink I had reached my max gross factor already =/ so watched.....................Tarzan -_-" the Disney cartoon..

n den..my brother came home halfway n sat next to me..

on screen: Tarzan's gorilla mom tinks he's leaving them for good..her eyes fill with tears..

SO DO MINE

me: sniff..sniff

brother looks around..

him: "WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH U!!"

me: sobs into tissue.."touching maaaaaaaaa...."

him: -______________-"

ahahaha..been entertaining myself with crosswords..wordsearch n logic puzzles..v fun lei! I am a nerd..die la..

2007-09-12T05:43:00.000-07:00

super lengthy entry..cos I really feel like blogging..sorry!

I am SO very tired..cos I haven't been slping well since Sunday! it's now 3.40 am n I just came out of the bathroom..was packing my room since 3+ tis afternoon..n I only stopped to eat..but still..I only ended at 2 am!! I was feeling v bad after tat so I ate some anti-fainting medicine..still had to clean the rabbit cage n play with Muffin..I feel so bad la..like I've been neglecting him..my dad got a shock tis afternoon when he kinda threw a tantrum..he tapped the cage floor with his paws very loudly..tink he's asking for more attention..gah shit I'm such a bad owner..

went to TM in the afternoon to pick up some pet stuff..on the way there I decided to make a new pair of specs since it has been quite sometime I last got one..n cos the bridge of the current one broke! wanted to get a cheap one..my previous pair cost $320 lei wth! I stupidly bought at Bugis..I seldom wear specs out anyway..so FUG LEI!! told the lady I wanted plastic ones so tat I can't possibly break anything..Oscar u should too =P n I said I wanted not so ex ones..WAHHHHHH..she gave me Levis..DKNY..n dunno wad..$200 just for the frame..my eyes just went O_O ....no no no..in the end I got a red pair..aha..I like red specs la..but I just look like a comedian in glasses..had my eyes checked..nv increase whee! she wanted to put the astig lenses for me..but I felt as if I was on a ship..the floor looked so far away..floating.....floating.....so I didn't want!!

finally got myself to TM..ended up somewhere else from my intended destination.. -_-" went to Popular n got myself another book..dayum..my house already has enough books to qualify as an average library lorh..'Classic Lateral Thinking Puzzles'..dunno why lei..I enjoy doing puzzles n such stuff..crosswords..word search blah blah..my hobby! doggone it I'm making myself sound like a nerd..

Here's one of the questions for fun..

The Single Word

A woman whom I had never met before was introduced to me. I didn't say a word. She told me about herself, but I didn't say a word. She told me many more things about herself, but I didn't say a word. Eventually I said one word and she was very disappointed. What was the word?

Clues:

- Other people also heard what she had to say.
- There is no sexual connotaton to this story. The narrator could be male or female.
- The word I said summarized a decision that would significantly affect the woman.
- None of my companions was allowed to speak in the woman's presence.

Answer:

The word was "Guilty". I was foreman of the jury at the woman's trial.

ahaha..so sorry..it takes a lame person like me to appreciate such stuff.. XD

bought rabbit food..hamster food..wood shavings..a bowl tat I can fix onto the cage cos Muffin keeps flipping his food bowl into the air..tsk tsk..n a new wheel for Iwo & Jima! $11 lei omg..so ex la..the dingdongs chewed up their old wheel..so they couldn't run properly on it..they're having the time of their life now playing with the new one..got so fun meh??? but it's kinda too small I tink..I bought the wheel meant for dwarf hamsters -_- smth wrong with my judgement..but luckily they are quite tiny..I was so laden with packages after tat I resembled some kinda X'mas tree..everyone was staring at me..thank goodness my dad was on the way home he picked me up n sent me back..would have taken forever to go back on my own..

packing my room was such a beyotch!! I haven't cleaned my room in............eons..but now it's so empty..whahaha..looks as if I just bought new furniture..I junked so many bags of stuff..threw everything away..didn't know I was so garang guni until today..I still had my primary school stuff lorh!! n my sec sch notes.. =/ didn't wanna throw them away! but everything was just so dusty..must have gained some muscles just opening n closing the rubbish chute..GAH..they are so gonna have trouble clearing everything tmr man..n my dad kept getting in the way..

"tis one still can use ma..why u throw?"
"aiyo tis one still so new..why u throw?"
"just now the file u threw away..the neighbour picked it up lorh..he looked so happy..why u throw?"
"wah....cost at least a few dollars lei..just clean a bit can use already ma..why u throw?"

-_-" I throw he pick..I throw he pick..so I was doing twice the amount of work by throwing the stuff away TWICE..lol..everything so dusty n so RUSTY..he still want lorh!

n I kept so many boxes..from my pink Razr..to my 7370..7250..X66..walao everything also still got lorh..how many years ago lei..I used the X66 when I was............18? junked everything..WHOO..but I still haven't packed my wardrobe..boohoo..it looks as if something exploded in there..dun feel like starting on it..so tiring lei eep..

oh..I found all sorts of funny things too when I was packing..

like tis letter written by my doctor..

To: Whom It May Concern

Dear Sir/Mdm
Re: Felicia Tan I/C no. XXXXXXXX

The above lady has been having coarseness of voice for the last 10 days. She is suffering from acute laryngitis. Kindly excuse her from excessive talking.

Thank you.

Yours Sincerely,
Doctor Yao

WHAHAHAHA. EXCESSIVE TALKING? I burst into laughter when I read tat letter..makes me sound like some kind of parrot..it was dated 4th Dec 06..n he wrote tat letter cos I had Radio Journ..how to present when my voice lidat? but it just looked s funny..ahaha..n I remember how I ended up with no voice..I went to Dbl O on 24th Nov with my bf b4 we got together n I shouted myself hoarse there..LOL..ended up sounding like a tranny for days..n those were the beginning "still-polite" days..cos though my voice would have put a toad to shame he still told me.."no la it's okay"..ahhaha..now progress until the "can-call-each-other-OIE" n still walk away breathing stage..kua kua..

PING PONG racquet..or wadever u call it plus boxes n boxes of ping pong balls..for the life of me I wonder how they got there becos I do not/will not/will never play PING PONG..dunno how to play!

letters from my ex bfs..from Ervin..I can barely remember him lorh..dun even know wad we used to do together..from Kenny..haha damn lame..in his letter he apologised for sharing my bday present with his mom cos he lost $$$ betting.. n Eugene? didn't look thru his stuff.. felt moody for a lil while..just a lil while only! finally understood wad a character clash is..can love each other so much but just can't seem to get along..quarrel everyday O_o..n Roger's photo..he looked like a jailbird in tat pic ah..tsk..shows just how often I clear my stuff..

I'm in my most peaceful r/s ever! hope it doesn't end! XD dun tink we're really quarrelled much..maybe once in a few months den we have some minor disagreement..whoohoo..SHIOK lei..my bf is so nice to me! whee..he spends time with me he eats wadever I wanna eat he watches wadever movie I want he fetches me to wadever place I wanna go n he waits for me when I'm late which is 80% of the time..HEHE..lucky me..LOVELOVE

**tis part is for Sam!

Sam!! guess wad I found..HEHE..I found OUR BOOK..the u..Leeling & I book..I started writing in it on 27th July 05,Wed..n I am so gonna embarrass all of us here by posting some of the stuff we wrote in there....whahaha..omg it's been 3 years since we've known each other! the stupid things we used to do =P ..but it really shows how much we've changed these few years n the things tat happened! HEE..glad we're still frens..all these are in verbatim ah..

1. "Omigosh! 13 Going On 30 is brilliant! Alongside Ella Enchanted. Magic dust! WAHEY! Ultimate coolness. Ultimate fantasy. WHOO!! Bloody cool. Fel and I cried la..so dingdong. HAHA"

2. "I can't wait for S & W leh! So cool right? For now, I wanna do something with a racket. Haha. Shucks. But now I wanna do BBALL as well. I am such a sucker for you..know..who!!!"
AHAHAHA..WE HATED S & W lorh..ORIENTEERING LEI WTF! n BBALL UR HEAD..cos of..erm..lol..cough cough..I'm nv gonna let u forget tis HEH..

3. U signed off as SAMMIEeeX. SAMMO RYAN. rofl..dun u dare call me ah lian again..

4. "Happy Birthday Sylvester. The big 22!"
I remember the whole V'day thing..HAHA..if I expound on tis I bet u'll kill me..

5. "I hate Orienteering."
LOL. sing diff tune already..I hated it too. N there was Ivan..friend..n white chicken..zomg yux..n erm.. =/ Terence..

6. "OMG. That Fel just called me and she's coming to my class to...get notes for Eugene! -_- Okay. So anti-climatic. I thought something important or what."
SHIT. haha..the beginning of all the homework I was gonna do for him..I wanted to knock my head against the wall when I read tat..

7. "but anyway...I kinda think what happened between him and her isin the past lah...I mean we're not them...they will have different versions of what happened...hard to judge lah...yeah I don't wanna make a fuss over it cos he hasn't done anything so far to suggest he's not reliable or what lah...I think we're ok lorh...unless he proves unworthy of my love? oh well...but I'll be careful also lah =) cos ppl make mistakes all the time...and so do I...and when I make a mistake...I hope that I will be forgiven by others!"
I wrote tat during the start of Eugene-land -_-" haha..remember? u n Leeling warned me tat he might not be right for me..too bad I didn't listen ah..might have saved myself some heartache..

8. "Calvin Fong is late, does not have a clue what to do."
I. just. thought. of. his face n just couldn't stop giggling..haha..quote Nurul.."Fongky"

9. "WAH Leeling v. long leh! I'm going MAD & absolutely Ballistic just waiting for...HER!"

in the same entry a while later

"Where the f*** is leeling? Leeling, one more min. to 10 minutes! It's 5-oh-five. I fin. school at 4.30 PM! 4+++!"

n later still..

"Leeling -> Where the hell are you"
haha..3 years later n u're still waiting..

10. n u left her there..
"Bah..Sam left me at the busstop after waiting 1/2 hr plus for me."

11. "We should all (ALL) have THE NATIONAL DAY SPIRIT."
written in colour pencil..zomg..see u for PAP in future Sam..my..boy..*wink wink

*it's so quiet at home I felt lonely halfway thru the day..boo..wish I had a sis..I miss noise..I miss Jess..I miss Nana..I miss Pocahontas..I miss Jiemin..I miss Hui Joo..I miss Jas..I miss the Father..I miss Wanjune..I miss Sarah..I miss Lirong..I miss Leeling..I miss Mabel..I miss Emo..I miss Furbie..I miss Wanjune's mom..I miss JLo..I miss Pat Wong..I miss Sabnani..I miss Ang Sing Sing..I miss Cordelia..I miss Bangras..I miss Jenny Low..I miss my grandparents..I miss YOU..

wah..seems like I miss everyone lei..HOW?

go to bed lorh..nights!

I am so dead..there's a new DRESS shop opening in Far East on the 16th of tis month..AIYO!!!

2007-09-11T01:45:00.000-07:00

Sam showed me a blog..n I finished off half box of tissue reading it..I am going to have goldfish eyes tmr crap

"The end.
10th November 2003 - 9th September 2007
What can I say, should I thank you for making a decision for us?
Because I know I'll never have the decisiveness to make one,neither will I ever find enough reasons to justify anything.
Maybe there's no point in clinging on to nothing,maybe that was the problem,but was there really nothing?
How did it evaporate?"

Does love really evaporate?

How do you know when ur love is waning?

N how does it disappear so suddenly?

How do you just walk away from someone who has been a part of ur life?

my head is spinning with thoughts..

how something so wonderful can be so bittersweet at the same time..but then again..it's the kinda happiness tat love can make one feel which makes all the pain worthwhile..

2007-09-10T03:34:00.000-07:00

I tink I might be delirious! I'm feeling very tired from the lack of sleep..but I dun wanna go to bed leiiiiiiiii..lazy to slp..if there's such a thing..

been dling songs..I'm suddenly hooked on Beautiful Girl when I used to hate the song..damn..I must be nuts..was searching for songs like..新鸳鸯蝴蝶梦..SO NICE! but my bf says I'm "so retro"..BOO kena suan-ed already..

I watched Rogue Assassin yesterday! I liked the show! action packed..storyline was also phwoar..! nice nice niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. (: n of cos going out with HIM is nv boring.. =PpP always got some kinda nonsense happening here n there..yesterday's incident happened in the form of some motorcycle helmets n tissue paper..shan't elaborate further..just mentioned it to see if someone..SOMEONE has the good sense to feel a lil embarrassed..haha..

"faster faster faster let's GO LEIIIIIIIIIIII"..

Friday's outing with Jessalyn-Oscar was great! so happy to see her! so used to seeing her everyday for the past 4 months it's so weird not meeting for a week..as usual she did her funny stuff again n ended up getting lost somewhere b4 meeting me at Tanjong Pagar to collect my pay..THANK YOU JESS LOVE U! we went to Orchard to shop after tat..whahaha..I love shopping with her..she's v easily influenced..*rubs hands in glee..so I dun feel tat guilty for spending cos someone's right next to me spending as well..whaha..took a couple of pics in the changing room -_- n she managed to get some cokeyed picture of me HOW GROSS..we shopped till our feet were burning..it was such a hot day la! went over to MOS burger for milkshakes! Jannah called me to say she was in town with Pocahontas..n we went over to meet them! so happy to see them even if it was just for a while..we were squealing in the middle of Orchard like fools..whahaha..sang Kelis' 'Milkshake' to Jannah while Jess was clinging onto her drink just to irritate them..lol..private joke nvm..

MUFFIN IS ANOTHER MONTH OLDER TODAY! I LOVE ME SOME MUFFIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUNNIEEEEEEEEEE~~~~ n today is my mom' birthday! aha!

I'm chatting with Sam online now..I tink I'm a bad influence on her..I once told her tat crying is therapeutic..I can cry over the smallest thing la..I feel touched very easily..n I tink she's crying away now..whahaha..n some other things la..*winks..it's been a long time since I had such long late night chats with her..reminds me of the time when we were in Year 1..we used to chat every day n every night..n smsed each other like crazy..I MISS THOSE TIMES LA! SAM I LOVE U! whee..

haha random pics..

my bf bought tis just for laughs..lolly bigger than my head la !!!

he took tis pic with his hp in front of my hp..dunno how the effects came out lidat..just tot it's interesting

my 1st time eating Subway! DUN LOOK DUN LOOK I DUNNO HOW TO EAT!

dayum!! unglam..laugh away while u can now k! such a fugly pic..lol..

NO PLEASE OF COURSE I'm not SNIFFING the darned thing 'kay! whaha..

I am happy (:

2007-09-07T22:40:00.000-07:00

FREAKING HELL!! my internet connection has been screwy all day..but my bro is doing fine on the other laptop..at first I tot it's just an on off thing..but I came home n I STILL couldn't surf the net properly..

n BUGGER IT! starhub can't solve my problems..in the end I had to do it myself! I tink I can go work for starhub v soon..

1. Check the bloody firewall
2. Check IE proxy settings
- Tools --> Internet Options --> Connections --> LAN Settings --> Clear automatically detect settings box
3. Check IE security settings
- Tools --> Internet Options --> Advanced --> Security --> Clear check for server certificate revocation box --> Check Use SSL 2.0 and Use SSL 3.0 boxes

HELLO STARHUB???????????????????????????????? make me wait so long for no shizz n I'm paying for?????????????????????????

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Starhub customer service fails me yet again..

dots..

2007-09-06T23:57:00.000-07:00

I fainted twice in the toilet yesterday..

woke up next to the washing machine with my face pressed against the wall next to my dad's fish stuff..URGH! there was some blood on the floor..n I got a couple of bruises..wth

I slept for 24 hours..couldn't muster enough strength to crawl out of bed..the slightest movement made my head pound like crazy..plus my brother was playing some head thumping song repeatedly on the piano though I told him to give it a rest..zzz..

my bf came down after work yesterday to accompany me to the doctor's (:

I'm going to go get some rest now..bye!

2007-09-03T22:44:00.000-07:00

I feel sick..I feel like puking..I keep sneezing..my throat feels sore..n I wish ppl tat I do not wish to talk to will just leave me the hell alone..tat's the reason why I've been going online lesser n lesser..why so many stupid questions? wad kinda response is tat? I'm damn pissed off..damn insulted..WTF? why do ppl like to put me down? I'm very sick of it..if u're not going to be nice to me I'm not going to be civil to u either

????: Rest In Peace says:
where you gonna study

me says:
mdis

????: Rest In Peace says:
wat

????: Rest In Peace says:
the

????: Rest In Peace says:
hell

????: Rest In Peace says:
wat course

me says:
wad

me says:
wads wrong

????: Rest In Peace says:
MDIS

????: Rest In Peace says:
my god

me says:
wat?

????: Rest In Peace says:
you can get into a better school;

me says:
..

mind ur own freaking business la..criticise wad shit..cannot phrase ur words properly ah?

same pattern as another fren of mine..FOREVER criticising me..my makeup my clothes my hair..WAD? so many problems den dun be frens with me la

SIAN bad mood

2007-09-02T03:01:00.000-07:00

=D

whee! my bf was so nice to bring me to the dog farm yesterday! though I dun tink he really digs such places..cos of the smell..ahaha..he says my nose is spoilt..cos I didn't really mind the smell..of cos la..I grew up in a family which had so many dogs..the puppies were sooooooooooooooo cute! EEEEEEEEEEYERHHHHH cannot stand it..I liked the maltese..silky terriers..corgis..westies..yorkies..damn! I tink I like everything except poodles..pugs..n shar-peis..WALAO so wrinkled up lei! n cos we went on a Sunday..many owners brought their dogs there to play..so cute to see them clowning around with one another! CUTENESS! n those tiny dogs were afraid to play with the husky..AHA! n one retriever's owner was telling it to be gentler with the smaller dogs..aye aye aye I can't take it I'm MELTING! I really dun understand why some ppl can be cruel to animals! their eyes! @@ I can't even scold them lorh! my MUFFIN! I tink I really love my bunny lei! shizz I sound crazy..

when I told WJ I was going to the dog farm first b4 meeting her..her reaction was like..

"DOG FARM????????????????"

lol..

went home after tat for a quick bath..by my standards larh tat is..b4 rushing out to go over to Kyle Kylie Cow's -_- wadever..bbq at Marine Parade..the cheese sausages were nice..but we only ate tat n crabstick..whaha..n we just spent the time there playing cards..taught WJ how to play Bridge! fun game.. =/ but we were kinda antisocial..hide one corner..OOPS..cos I dun like to be near the bbq pit! smelly! she called me gu niang..)*$^)#$!!! BOO..

den my bf came to pick me up! WHEE! thanks dear..went to Cine to catch Evan Almighty! nice show..I kept giggling throughout..oops....hee..

Comex today was one heck of a crowded place! can't imagine wad it must have been like on the first day.. O_o

after tat we just walked around..for..many hours..time just seemed to fly! n me n my sheer brilliance..I went out without my wallet! jeepers..but also good la..means I didn't spend on anything!

ah..some pictures.. =P

Jessalyn n I! she curled her hair..so pretty right!

whee! tat's Jasmine!

er..dowan to resize tis pic la..becomes v weird..tat's all of us! Jannah..Siti..Jie Min..Hui Joo..Jess n Jas! er..dunno wad Jess is doing..tat's her trademark sotong pose..hee..

taken on my last day of work!

erm..lol..thank goodness Siti doesn't visit my blog..whahaha..

love love..THANKS EVERYONE!

(: everyone's so nice to me! happy happy..

andyoumakemeloseallrationalthinking ;
wishu'rethefirstpersonIseeeverymorning

2007-09-01T04:11:00.000-07:00

most of tis is for Jas & Jess’ benefit..so dun read tis post unless u really have nth to do or u’ll get ur socks bored off u!!

u know it’s time to quit when u get colleagues like tis..

in total..7 of us have left..so naturally the office needs to hire replacement staff..last week..2 new staff joined the company..ALAS..there goes the end of sanity..peace & quiet..fun & laughter..welcome mayhem..devastation & utter chaos..

zzz..

nightmare colleague from hell ONE:

all say hello to Dennis..

tis ding-a-ling..is supposed to take over Jasmine’s place..however..the epitome of cheerfulness he is..he wears tis kinda permanent expression..a grimace..tat will put Wobbuffet to shame..here’s a picture to illustrate my point..

kua kua..n sorry with the pokemon..haha..dunno wad’s wrong with me but tat’s the first thing I thought of..n ya he gives tat kinda face ALL THE TIME..minus the cuteness of cos..WALAO! damn sian one lei..he makes me feel depressed everytime I look at him..n the thing is..he keeps SIGHING for no apparent reason..tat kinda long suffering sigh..

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII..

he emits tis kinda sound around every 10 mins..cranky as an old goat with rheumatism..even my grandparents are livelier than him..TSK..

n instead of doing his work he just looks at it..

usually..most of us average going through 5 stacks of documents a day..tis clown doesn’t even finish a stack in a day..Jazzy..imagine how slow he is..

the MOST irritating thing about him..HE STARES..at everyone at close proximity..makes me very pissed off n angry..in fact everyone..he looks at us like 10 secs more than necessary..n when we’re just talking to each other he will suddenly come n stand behind us..stare into space..VERY CREEPY lerh!!!!

n whoa..he takes even more toilet breaks than us females..n he goes for ages n ages..his presence is practically non-existent in the room..yest he disappeared for 45 mins..even longer than my lunchtime..

recently..he’s been asking numerous questions about his timesheet..worrying about how he’s going to get his pay..when he’s gonna get his pay..FINE..tat’s reasonable..

BUT..

dingdong: so I’m supposed to fax the timesheet over at the end of the month izzit?

me: yes..

dingdong: I must get Christina to stamp on every page izzit?

me: yes..

dingdong: but the carbon paper of the timesheet is very thin..I’m afraid when I fax it..the paper will tear..

me: ??????????????? *at a loss for words..

dingdong: I’m very worried..the paper will tear or not?

me: ……………… *blinks (WHUT?!?!?!)

dingdong: then the paper got a lot of lines (he’s referring to the BOXES where we fill in the time)..fax already I’m afraid they cannot read lei..

OH GOD OH GOD..I bet he studied the subject of Idiocy in school..other countries have war..drought..famine etc to contend with n here he is worrying about the THICKNESS OF CARBON PAPER..

sheesh..

nightmare colleague from hell TWO:

Sonia the dimbulb..n tat’s a nice way of describing her..initially I was ok with her..but after today..

dots..

we’ve been teaching her how to press Ctrl+Alt+Del since last Wed..up till today..still FAIL..

(“ctrl den alt den del???????? for wad must delete?”)

to turn on a computer..press the button on the monitor n just wait n see wad happens..if nothing comes on..just click the mouse..

WOW. there’s no need to turn on the CPU.

to login..press F10

(*presses..F..1..0..)

ER….

the mouse works with the buttons under the palm n the bottom part under the fingers..

SO WE CLICK WITH OUR PALMS EH?

should have seen the look on Siti n Jannah’s faces..poor dears assigned to teach her..I mean..we work in a BANK..how to work in a bank when u dun have any BASIC..BASIC IT skills? my grandmama can use a computer lei..n dimbulb is only 28..I mean it’s ok if she doesn’t know her work yet cos she’s new..but how to teach such stuff NOW? den employ her for wad? take over whose job??????????

Daniel asks her to scan a document into the network drive..n he wanted the document saved as tat particular customers initials..which happened to be CVS

brilliant student proceeds to write notes..

To save a document..go to File --> Save as --> (S:) --> CVS

????????????????????????????

doh..doh..doh..

Jannah tells her nicely tat each customer’s name is different..so CVS doesn’t work in every case..

WAD THE HELL..

all these while I’m next to them doing my stuff n watching the drama unfold..

so she starts..

File --> Save as --> (S:) --> Beatrice n she gets stuck there..

Jannah: just now who asked u to scan?

dimbulb: Daniel..

Jannah: so wad are u doing at Beatrice’s folder?

dimbulb starts hunting for Daniel’s folder..scrolling thru all the names..

Jannah: .... -_- Daniel’s name starts with a ‘D’..

I tink at tis point of time..my facial muscles were all cramped up with trying v hard not to burst into hysterical laughter..

dimbulb still can’t find it!

Jannah: u can just press ‘D’ on the keyboard to go to names starting with tat alphabet..

dimbulb doesn’t do it..continues searching..

Jannah: by the way..it’s in alphabetical order..

dimbulb: Siti didn’t teach me tat it’s in alphabetical order

WTF?

Jannah’s face could have put Justice Bao to shame..I could almost hear thunder in the air..

2nd time dimbulb said she wasn’t taught smth..n 1st time she complained to BOSS. wad the HECK man..she’s just too stupid..if she did tat to me I will STUFF the mouse down her throat ZZZZZZZ

n the last straw..

was when she said AGAIN “Siti didn’t teach me bla bla..” which is so untrue cos I was right next to them all day..

den came the fireworks..

Jannah just exploded n told her off..tink everyone in the office knew wad was going on..but I tink boss could tell tat Sonia is really just……………….cmi..

n they’re gonna clear up the mess on Monday

so..I’m glad today is my last day! I dunnit to do crap stuff becos we’re shorthanded etc n the new colleagues are so shitty! WHOOOOOOOO! but I’ll miss the rest of the people there >.<

they’re so nice to me! WHEE..I received 2 necklaces..Jannah & Siti gave me a SOFT TOY RABBIT YAY! I’ve got all my faves! Muffin..Waffles n now MUDPIE! whoopee! XD n chocolates n jellybeans whahahaha..love those two

after they simmered down we went to take neoprints! so fun..we were screaming away..actually I was doing most of it..aha..den I went to meet WJ in town..slacked n walked around..weet..meeting her again tmr =D

it's September already! so fast! I miss my bf....................................

2007-08-26T21:08:00.000-07:00

I had a tiring week!!

the first few days of the week was shitty cos mom n I were quarrelling..but wadever..we're having cold war now..much better tat way..

met the bf at Tanjong Pagar on Monday after work..to hunt for some funny building..of cos Mr. Joker who always likes a good laugh..printed out a MAP for me with the location..n told me to ATTEMPT to find it..ZZZZZZZ!! I was turning the map round n round la..hahaha..no wonder there's a book on why women can't read maps n men can't ask for directions..I CAN'T READ A MAP!!! lol! n of cos being ever helpful..he gave me hints along the way..

"our general direction is north-west..bla bla..we are facing..bla bla..opposite is tis building bla bla..so which way should we go?"

the bla bla indicates I have no idea wad he's saying..sounds like Greek to me..or maybe Greek would be easier..

???????????????????????

but of cos we found the place la.. -_- bf knew where we were lorh..trying to be funny only.. =/ he's cute right..HAHA..he can make searching for a place interesting..LOVE! haa!

after tat we walked over to Chinatown cos we were nearby..had some Thai dinner..EEEHA! I like I like! Red Curry..Olive Fried Rice..Sweet n Sour Pork n Kangkong! WEET WEET! (:(:

OT-ed on Tuesday tog with Jess-Oscar..Atiqah-Pocahontas n Jannah-Nana!! cos they wanted to go Pizza Hut..so we.."worked" -_- until 8.30..we were so hungry by then..we had the Cheesy Bites Fondue! one Hawaiian Pizza n the other Pepperoni..so long since I last had Pizza..tasted SO GOOD..omg CHEESE..v fun eating with my colleagues..we were laughing so hard..haha..

I wanna go again! yum yum!

the next day I msged Oscar..who told me she wasn't going to work..as her sms sounded v weird I got kinda worried..so I called her when I reached the office..

only to have the phone answered by Mickey Mouse..if u dunno how MM sounds like..well..I rest my case..hahaha..

me: Hello!?!?!

MM: hellll-looooooo?

me: JESS!!! u OK NOT!!

*silence..........

*silence....................

after 5 secs..

me: ????????????? hello? hello HELLO???

MM: yaaaaaaaaaaaaa..I'm okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkayyyyy..

me: not coming to work ar??

MM: siiiiiiiiiiickkkkkkkkkk............tiiiiiiired..............Piiiiiiii-zzaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrr..

me: okok u nv reply my 2nd sms so I tot smth happened to u..u better rest well..

-_- totally bewildered trying to make head or tail of tat conversation..k so I managed to figure out tat she was unwell due to overdose of Pizza tat we had the previous night..AHAHAHA..

took half day off..went to bf's house..n just..zonked out..woke up around 4..went to Novena to walk around..had dinner at Lao Beijing..I was quite insistent on it cos I was really CRAVING for it..YUMMY! I love their Dan Dan noodle..much nicer than other places! cos it doesn't have peanut..we had Guo Tie too! 10 of them..haha..5 each..tis time we managed to finish! plus dessert as well..the last time I went with WJ we almost DIED finishing the food n tat was without dessert la..in the end she dabao-ed it n carried it around in her bag..LOLOL..hilarious..n everytime she opened her bag to take smth out everyone in her immediate radius..namely ME..would get a good whiff of Guo Tie..whaha..

I bought ONE pair of footwear..dang..not as many pairs I would have liked..(meaning..3 pairs whaha) but heck..they have really pretty shoes there.. =((((((((((((

stayed at home for the next few days after work..

went to Bugis yesterday with my bf..ate at Subway! my 2nd time there..HEE..wasn't as bad as the 1st time..I find it so hard to eat sandwiches n burgers lorh! but..nice! window shopped a lil..den caught Dead Silence after tat..SO SCARY! EEW N DOUBLE EEW!! I hate the ugly ventriloquist doll! it's so creepy!

anyway to digress..yet again..fear of dolls is also known as Pediophobia..EEEEEEEEEEK! I nv played with dolls when I was young..but some ppl are really funny..there are so many kinds of ridiculous phobias..like..Fear of Dinner - Deipnophobia - persistent, abnormal, and unwarranted fear of dining or dinner conversation , despite the understanding by the phobic individual and reassurance by others that there is no danger. whahaha..wth..why dinner n not any other meals of the day?

ah but the show was good la..twist to the storyline..but I got really freaked out..reached home around 3+? played with Muffin a lil..b4 taking a bath..n I was too scared to slp so I read comics until sunrise -_-" b4 slping..but alas my slp was INTERRUPTED! my unc brought my cousins here to play with my baby..at 10 am! waloooooooooooooooo..n I didn't wake up despite them ringing the doorbell repeatedly..my lil cuz was screaming my name away at the door when I woke up I thought there was a FIRE or smth..kua kua..

after they left I went back to slp for a bit..b4 CLEANING THE CAGES..faint..I took 2 hours to wash everything..told myself I'd play a bit of games after tat..but I'm still here at 9 not doing anything n still blogging..whaha..

okok..FINALLY! finished! game now..work tmr..no Oscar around = SAD =((((((((((( I have to face the expressionless one alone..otherwise known as the E.O. new colleague who is UNFRIENDLY..hasn't spoken a word to us..dunno his damn name..diaos Oscar when she wanted to help..grunted at me when I offered him food..TALKS TO HIMSELF N MUMBLES TO THE AIRCON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...."I GO TOILET" he says to nobody in particular many times a day which I find very frightening..n yea he really shows no expression..only his eyeballs move..zz..but luckily Sonia is nice..albeit a lil touchy feely =/

OSCAR!!! COME BACK SOON!

2007-08-19T14:17:00.000-07:00

got myself a haircut in the morning..I look less like a mop now..I tink..asked my bro for his opinion..

quote of the day: "it looks the same..cos no matter wad u do u still look like a monkey to me..."

WALAO!

caught License To Wed at night at The Cathay..nice romantic comedy! I like! Mandy Moore is so pretty! =D Robin Williams was funny..n John Krasinski was just..priceless..HAHA..his facial expressions..@@ I kept giggling away..but I tink such shows should be watched as a couple..if not..no fun la! I spotted some guy snoozing across the aisle =/ SWEET SHOW..kinda touching too.. -_-" when I started sniffing someone's shoulders started shaking convulsively with laughter..DAMN!

pictures from Monday's Sentosa outing..

bahaaaa..inside the cable car!

I was scared =/ but I look ecstatically happy..haha..I'm an idiot

URGH!!! they can climb lei!!! one of them was on the wall lorh..

tis formidable piece of armour eats COCONUTS! some kinda Coconut Crab..EEW! it' pincers are HUGE! the write-up says tat it can break our fingers!

hahaha..it's mother obviously never told it tat it's unbecoming to sit with legs wide open..LOL..I guess tat's wad u do when u have more legs than u need..the Japanese Spider Crab..the largest one is 3.7m long..

dun ever hire tis guy as ur interior designer..he decorates himself with shells n seaweed to camouflage himself..hilarious ok..they all looked so godawful ugly..if u can't make head or tail of tis pictures..good..means he's successful at his job..

n u tink u have problems with a high forehead? tis guy has serious receding hairline trubs!

he looks a lil out of place here..should be served up on a platter at some seafood restaurant! HEH HEH..I HATE FISH!!!

pretty!

-_-" to tink I was arguing with my dad to send me over to Aussie to study sharks..DANG!!

Gracie the Dugong stuffing her face! (: so cute!

hehe..sorry I digress..

O_O who brings luggage to the beach!??! bf said there must be a dead body inside..HAHA!!

those ppl again getting rid of the evidence!!!!!!!!!!!!

couldn't open my eyes! whahaha..WJJJJJJJJJJJJ I know u wanna go right =PpP

Dragonball hair n mop head =D

gorgeous sunset!

acting emo =PpP

tat's the end of the influx of pictures! HEE..ta! my son is calling me..whahaha................

2007-08-16T12:47:00.000-07:00

I had a fun week!

caught Rush Hour 3 on National Day..wheeeeeee! I loved the show..though the storyline was kinda far out..but..who cares..it's a comedy! I like! (: Chris Tucker is funneh!

told my bf tat I wanted to go to the beach n slack..ohhh..my wish came true..AHA..he came along n brought me to Giant on Sat..we bought.. -_-" a TENT..omg first time in my life okay..n some drinks..

we den went to Pasir Ris Park..n HE pitched the tent while I watched..bleah..someone told me to be very specific with my words when I blog cos he wants full credit for setting up the tent..

I was really amazed la..dunno how he came up with such an idea so fast..lol..n we just slacked there for hours..from 10pm to 4am..we shared 4 bottles of Tuborg..actually I tink he drank most of it..n 1 bottle of Raspberry Vodka which tasted like cough syrup..EEEEEEEEEE!

FUN!

went to Changi to eat after tat..saw some trannys..WALAO! one of them purposely bent forwards to expose his/her rear end..DISGUSTING!

reached home around 5am..played with Muffin..went online after bathing n got addicted to a couple of games..I ended up playing till 1pm! omg..conked out after tat..so my Sunday was spent recuperating aha..

went to Sentosa with my bf on Monday! took leave convinced him to take leave as well..sat the cable car..scary =/

n we went to Underwater World! been years since I went there! the dugong so cuuuuute!!!! hehehe..the crabs..SO HUGE! n I refused to touch anything at the touchpool..SO GROSS! the stingrays looked..rubbery..YUCK! I only like them with Sambal =D

went to Siloso Beach after tat for a while to tan..the sun tat day was good! wasn't scorching hot..but we got a nice tan! had fun acting like kids clowning around on the beach..WHEEEEEE!

Dolphin Lagoon after tat..the dolphins so cute so smart so pink so PRETTY!

tink our feet were numb from all the walking around tat we did la..went to Vivocity after tat for dinner n to window shop a lil..the laksa..gigantic bowl..almost burst eating it..but nice..n Pet Safari! I always can't bear to leave the place! the Yorkie was super super super cute..looked like a teddy bear..IN LOVE!!!!

I wanna hit the beach again! (: YEEEEEEEE-HA! it's weekend again! WOOT WOOT..now all I need are the pictures.. =PpP fun fun fun fun thanks dar

2007-08-11T01:12:00.000-07:00

='(

PAIN. omg boo

2007-08-06T19:48:00.000-07:00

what is love?

I've had ppl swearing their undying love to me again n again..but they still walked out of my life without even a backward glance

no nth happened to me..

but I came across an acquaintance's blog just now..n her bf of 2 years just left her.. ??????? my first thought was..how did such a thing happen? I nv expected it..I thought they were gonna become an old married couple..I couldn't help but cry as well..in fact I'm sobbing away at my comp n my mom tinks I'm a total nutcase..but..I feel her pain having dealt with such situations..the kinda pain tat creeps slowly across ur being..soul-stealing..numbing chills..as if the sun has just set n u'll nv be able to smile again..

Emo-ing

=(

wad would I do without him?

he makes me smile..makes me laugh..he's always on my mind..goes shopping with me..indulges me

I tink he's just about perfect becos he's him..

n I dun tink I'd be able to bear the thought of not having himin my life@@

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away

2007-07-31T01:30:00.000-07:00

ooooooh..in the many days I haven't blogged..I've been really busy!

let's see..

I caught Invisible Target..n I loved loved loved loved LOVED the show! though I thought it was kinda sick n sadistic..BUT NICE! nice action nice plot nice wadever! wheeeeeeee!

ate at Cafe Cartel many times..but..NO FISH..no more..no fish..no no..

bought toys for Muffin!!! (: (: my balcony looks more like a playpen now..

watched Who Slept With Her..I seldom watch Korean shows..it was funny la..but I was watching the actress most of the time..SO HAWT!!! WHOOOOOOOO!

went shopping with WJ! caterpillar bought 2 pairs of shoes! n a bag..in every shop we stood there for ages..debating whether the items were nice or not -_- n wad colour to get it in..there was tis bag..I liked silver! but she liked the brown one! I thought it kinda resembled a sofa..hahaha..the salespeople were grinning at us..WALAO!! so pai seh..n god knows wad else she bought..tsk tsk..both of us got a pair of shades each..HEHE..bf came down to meet me..cos I insisted..whee

ate many desserts courtesy of my bf.. =((((((((( on my way to roly poly land..Sticky Chewy Chocolate..Candied Apple Crumble..Muddy Mudpie..zomg! even tinking about them also feels sinful..I'm in serious trubs..

met up with Sarah..Lirong..Sam..n Jenny..I missed them so much! haven't seen them for MONTHS..Jenny looked like she just returned from Hawaii..like a flower la! pretty! n Sam..HAHA..kena suanned like crazy..her dressing has totally changed..but NICE! I liked her shoes on tat day..CUTE! we ate at Ichiban Boshi..great food..n it was cheap! I like!!

met up with Hui Joo n Jiemin for a while..they ate Arnold's Chicken..to celebrate Jannah's birthday..managed to pinch Joo's cheeks..Korean kid!

bf bought me a Precious Moments bath towel n a notebook! prettilicious! 8 months! TEEHEE..picked up a necklace as well while we were walking around..yayness..love love

went shopping with caterpillar no. 2 Jessalyn n Jasmine..convinced no. 2 to make many purchases tat she wouldn't normally make..wow..I tink can consider being a salesgirl..she bought THREE dresses..HAHAHAHA..n shoes..she spent around $200! n she's been blaming me for it =PpP blame it on urself girl! u could have said no! HEE..n Jasmine bought a dress! pretty! n Isaac came along to be their Xmas tree! Hello Isaac!

sang my voice away at K-ster! so fun so fun..last time I went there was in March lorh..I couldn't go with Sam n Jenny on Fri..so surprisingly my bf brought me there on Sat night after shopping with J&J..thank youuuuu! tried brandy apricot 7up..YUCKS!!! weird taste..

=D I've been having a lot of fun! HAPPIE!!

I wanna watch Disturbia!!! *plssssssssssssssssss..

Random topic..

I do not like the colour YELLOW!!

some shades are fine..but some shades are just.................................kua kua kua..

YELLOW

eye watering shade of yellow..perfectly normal if u are a sunflower..

meet Sunflora -_- a plant-type pokemon..

or if u have feathers..like to sit on a swing..n ur famous catchphrase is "I tot I thaw a puddy tat!"..den yeah..u're excused..

if not I'd say only 10% look good in the colour..WJ I know u like yellow..n I swear u look good in tis colour ok..I come in peace.. =D *waves white flag..

the other 90%..u must be colour blind or really myopic..

n bigger sized ppl..NO PLS NO PLS NO..yellow is unflattering!! I have nth against bigger sizes..but I resent those who wear bright blinding yellow..

YELLOW or THIS YELLOW

tis is a pleasant shade of yellow..nice nice..but not if u're too fair! if not it just blends in with ur skin n u look like u're wearing ur birthday suit out..

n off green off yellow..pai seh I couldn't find the exact shade..but u know wad I mean la! tat dirty yellow looking kind..is just..EEEEEEEW!

OIE IT LOOKS LIKE THE COLOUR OF VOMIT!!! should be arrested for even contemplating wearing it!

oops..I tink it's past my bedtime tat's why I'm being so nonsensical..guuddddnights!

2007-07-21T00:09:00.000-07:00

FUCK.

today is a horrible day.

1. work was godawful. everytime tis particular hag opened her mouth..I expected to hear a hiss instead of a voice. bloody bitch man I tell u..everytime I pressed the stapler once I imagined it was her face underneath it..she really brings out the worst in everyone..I tink she'll even try the patience of a saint..n the fake laughter..HURHUR

2. Hui Joo n Jiemin left! I feel like leaving as well..6 of us..left 3.. =(((((((((((((((( sad la..I will miss them!

3. Muffin misbehaved..zzzzzzzzzz..he has conquered our balcony as his own personal toilet..so my past few hours was spent....................mopping..kuakua

4. for the past week..since Sunday..I've been suffering from upset tummy..recovered yesterday..which was Thursday..n after lunch today..we treated HJ n JM to Phin's..all of us ate the same thing..beer battered fish..guess wad..it's back..I'm NEVER..NEVER..going to eat fish which is not in soup again..I really got some kind of fish phobia already..

5. some..irritating bugger..

Wenjie says:
haha u got webcam, can see u mah?:)

me says:
-_-

Wenjie says:
:) can i see?

Wenjie says:
please..................

Wenjie says:
pls.........:)

me says:
don't want

Wenjie says:
haiz .........

Wenjie says:
can la..

me says:
no

Wenjie says:
k la, if i say somemore, later ppl thought im despo!!!

Wenjie says:
haiz

Wenjie says:
im really curious how u exactly look like mah, 1 min also can......

me says:
u're mad

Wenjie says:
30sec also can ar

me says:
dp n webcam..same

Wenjie says:
webcam more natural than pic ma.............

WA. super irritated..I stop replying..n still he goes on..

Wenjie says:
felicia...............................................................

Wenjie says:
:

Wenjie says:
.........

BAD MOOD..shall go sleep it off..tmr will be a better day!

2007-07-18T00:01:00.000-07:00

omg..I read a sweet quote..n I cried..

I am damn spastic..

I swear my tearducts work overtime..

-_-"

2007-07-17T22:51:00.000-07:00

I'm sure all of us were taught wad is right n wad's wrong since young..

but we still err along the way n sometimes proceed to fuck our lives up in the worst possible ways..

WHY??

becos of..............TEMPTATION..

temptation is really a big fat sin..

cos it's human nature to hanker after wad is not ours..even though it's not necessarily better than wad we have..it's just the "forbidden fruit" syndrome..

sometimes I tink we're just crazy..only learn things the hard way..

I tink the only way to be truly happy..is to know how to be content..

without contentment there is no satisfaction n therefore no happiness..becos there is always tis comparison..

the grass is always greener on the other side..

rich ppl may have a lot of material possessions..but they also have problems to go along with it..so many cases in the papers..families fighting over money..silblings suing each other..WALAO! tis kinda retarded problem..tragic lei..

rich = a lot of $$$ to eat good food everyday..

= HEALTH PROBLEMS

no no no..I dowan such dingaling problems! I will be content with wad I have..

I'm satisfied!

THANKFUL! I'm thankful for everything.

thank you for everything.

and you.

2007-07-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Escolar

WTF

I ate tis on Saturday..

n I must say I'm thanking my lucky stars I was at home when the nonsense started..which was yesterday..24 hours after I ate it..ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

dumb fish..

but still how was I supposed to know!!

I did some research n found out it's BANNED IN SOME COUNTRIES LA! why the restaurant nv tell me it could cause such problems! ==

I'm damn grumpy today..but of cos la! I've been so worried about it all day ma!

BOO. MY STOMACH HURTS SMTH FIERCE. !!!! PAIN PAIN PAIN

I'll look back at tis episode n laugh in future I'm sure -_- but first..LET IT STOP LEI!!!

MY MOM IS LAUGHING AT ME LEI!!

2007-07-15T22:42:00.000-07:00

I made a new discovery today..

Muffin is a MALE!!! previously..he was too young for me to tell his gender..but he got boy boy face la -_- he's now 4 months old..while I was brushing his fur just now..I saw some pink parts tat confirmed tat..ahem..yeah he's a male..ZZZ..I got a shock by all tat's holy la..WALAO!

HAHAHA..

actually I prefer female animals cos they're easier to hug but well..it's too late I already love my bunny too much already..

still got other things to blog about but suddenly lost the mood..GAH..moodswing..

other time! (:

2007-07-14T03:03:00.000-07:00

photobucket is taking forever to load! so annoying! n I'm still not used to my keyboard lei..I keep missing the letters! bleahhhhhhh..

Thurs was fun! work was like a big kbox session..time really passed very quickly..OMG..should have heard the horrors Jessalyn n I were singing

if alllllllll of the raindrops were lemon drops n gumdrops..

ohhhh wad a world it would be....

-_- even nursery rhymes weren't spared..

we went Sakae Sushi during our lunch hour to give John a treat cos his school is starting soon..while the rest of them were chomping away on soft shell crab n prawns n wad not..I was eating...............egg n potato..HAHAHA..I'm not a fan of such food.. =/ dun dare to eat!

n of cos..pictures..

-_- Hui Joo so cute right..ahhahaha

omg..smth tells me I dun wanna know wad they are tinking..HAHAHA..look at their expressions la!

Jasmine -_- LOL!

Hui Joo isn't very impressed from the looks of it..

our main star..ask him to take photo he tell me to take his double chin..walao!

BOO..office got no more John! thanks for everything u've done for us..for being there when we need help with work..for being so accomodating with us..for listening to 5 girls chattering away everyday..for the laughter tat u brought us!

some other random office pics..

awwwwwwww..Jasmine is so stressed at work..

but wad are the rest doing?

tsk tsk..ORH HOR..naughty naughty..tat's Jessalyn..our resident garang guni at work..HEHE..

our walking mama shop..

I met Sam after work! so exciting..haven't met her for ages! =D the girl was wearing a sleeveless top..OMG I tell u..FIRST TIME LEI..my eyes almost fell out of my head..I've been trying to convince her to wear sleeveless tops for THREE YEARS..n suddenly..but she looked good! as always la..we had a hard time deciding wad to eat..finally decided on Pizza Hut..she had some sausage thingie while I had some pineapple chicken thingie..NICE! walked around after tat n we took neoprints! eeeeeeyerh..I missed her so much la..

n after tat it was Harry Potter! =D I liked the show lei! just tat I thought the ending was a lil abrupt..Emma Watson so pretty! wheee..21st July come quick! I want the book!

went to Novena with the bf yesterday..had Bali Thai for lunch..I love tat place la..actually..I love almost all Thai food..had pineapple rice..green curry..kang kong..n tapioca for dessert! YUMMY! but I tink all the coconut after ta made my stomach a bit............ =/ so nice so nice! WJ!!! we were supposed to go Thai Express lei!!! u forgot already! play mahjong play mahjong..quick come online n send me my pics! =D

n the malls there..Velocity ar? super big..smth like Far East..I LIKE! but must go there with girlfrens la..I actually felt quite guilty..for dragging my bf all over the place..ahahaha..it's really SHOE HAVEN there..so many shoe shops! perfect for all the caterpillars..like..*cough..cough......W..........J n Jess........a.........lyn.. =/ HEE

went home after tat..SO TIRED..I fell aslp on the sofa until my mom came home..had duck noodle for dinner! dunno why I suddenly like duck..I used to hate it..n den played with Muffin for a few hours..3 hours? he's so cute! but now he can't keep still long enough for me to take a picture..he hops..he pounces..........CUTENESS!

my precious ball of fur!

n today..is my bf's bday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR! =D LOVE YOU aha..old already!

oh..Luke told me to wish u happy bday on his behalf..a few times..so I shall put it here so he can see for himself..LUKE! see ar..I did ah! *grins..

I FEEL VERY HAPPY TODAY! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2007-07-11T00:34:00.000-07:00

my lappy's back from vacation! but I've been too lazy to turn it on..oops..let's see..

Friday was super! =D work was pleasant becos.....................HEE..

but I saw a certain someone after work which kinda brought back some unpleasant memories..for a short while..but I pushed her outta my mind..

met up with WJ n Emo in town..FINALLY!! after long last..we had fun! tis time we were smarter..we shopped first b4 eating so tat the shops wouldn't close..shopping more impt than eating! we only walked the basement of Far East..I bought..a bikini from Sheer Romance -_- ..a necklace..lip gloss from Sasa..n erm..a dress from Zimple..actually..I tink all of us bought the same thing in diff colours..HAHAHA..we're mad..but I spent less than a hundred bucks! whee..had dinner at Ramen Ten after tat..yummy! but some ppl dun really like it..not nice meh?? *looks around..

decided to hang around n slack..discovered I can take NR7 home! so we happily went to Coffee Bean for our fave Caramel Ice Blended! tat's the only thing we drink la..so nice so nice..took many pictures! but I've yet to receive any..TSK TSK..n we discovered..the droopy eye syndrome! hahahaha..it has affected WJ n Emo..damn funny..we were killing ourselves laughing..Emo's eyes are SO BIG..but..they just look weird in pics! I tink she's gonna kill me after seeing tis =/ n WJ's..HAHAHA..she looks a lil strange when theres flash..I tink cos she's trying to siam the light -_- HEE..a salesgirl said we look alike again today la!! really ar?? do we?

OHHHHHHH..WJ n I encountered some punks on the bus home..EEEEEEEEE..they tried to hit on us..so gross..I was stuck at the back seat with them after she alighted..I held my breath all the way until they alighted..BAD EXPERIENCE..they had crap piercings all over..n their tattoos..CARVED onto their arms..EEEEEEEEEE!!! scary....no more NRs!!

but anyway..I enjoyed my Fri!! (: let's meet again soon..hopefully with Miss Lee..

Sat..went out at night to catch a movie with the bf..we walked around Bugis for a while first..nth much there actually with The Edge closed..I had 3 cookies from Subway! I like! but after a while..I started feeling funny..complained a lil but thought nth about it..nvm I shall grumble about tis later!

Sun..went out with WJ again! so much fun really..I missed her so much! we used to do all sorts of tis kinda rubbish b4 work started..just hanging around each other everyday..haha..supposed to meet Sam at first.. =((((((((((( but she was down with some terrible stomach illness..so I asked WJ out to get my shopping done! whoooooo..so fun..we walked..from Orchard..to Somerset..to Dhoby Gaut..needless to say..we shopped till we dropped la..I bought another dress -_- omg I love dresses..we walked past Diva! n we saw tis cute necklace..n ended up buying it..aha..BESTIES!

yessssssssss..we will wear it when we go out tog! my hp is currently wearing it..hee

anyway thanks WJ..lol..when September rolls around..my turn yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa..I know!! =PpP

bf came to fetch me at around 8 from PS! WJ n I were trying to see if he would notice our new necklaces! we were giggling like idiots la..but MISSION FAILED..cos the dingdong's hair was covering it..haha..she went off to meet Kylie after tat..

we went to Chinatown for dinner! I had stingray! yummy! I like!

I was damn full! but someone suddenly decided tat he wanted to have dessert..so we went to Bugis..Ah Chew dessert..zzzzzz..the place is always so crowded! he had Honeydew Sago..n of cos..had to make fun of me..by ordering Papaya Milk..

laugh away folks! u know why la hur.. -_- BLEAH..

Mon..OVERSLEPT..woke up at 7.45 to my horror..dashed into the toilet for my shower..n saw..RASHES!!! EEEEEEEEEK..decided to give work a miss n go to the doctor for a jab..the cause..THE COOKIES tat I ate on Sat.. =((((((((((( cos 1 of them contained macadamia nut..so sad la walao..I heart those Subway cookies lei! n I can't eat..chocolate..seafood..n egg white..zzzzzzz..sian! he said I didn't need a jab if it wasn't very serious..but I decided to have one cos I was there already anyway..n it really helps..he wanted to jab my rear end la!! but I vehemently protested..NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO wayyyyyyyy..I told him I wanted it on my arm..but he said it would be more painful..haha..but I didn't care anyway..I have a high threshold for pain! got 3 kinds of medicine..n some cream..tsk..

went home n slept lik a pig..from 2 to 7..woke up to pay with the rabbit..eat n bathe..n conked out again..................

n it's a vicious cycle again..workkkkkkkkkk..blah blah blah..

but today is a special day! it's Lee Ling's 20th!! LEEEEEEEEEEE LINGGGGGGGGGGG..I lUrBbBe eUuUx nEHhhsSs`..`.``.`.`.`.`.*___________________

I want a new pair of shoes! n I wanna grow my hair long! omg plssssssssss..stop me from cutting my hair...............................

2007-07-01T14:37:00.000-07:00

SAVE ME! from ppl who dun believe in bathing! actually I dun really have an issue with my height la..I know I'm short..but it only bothers me..when I'm around SMELLY ppl!!!! like yesterday..I took 293 to the interchange..OMG..the guy next to me..smelt like..........salted fish..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!! I tried holding my breath..until I was gasping for air..EEEEEEEEEE..in the end I held my jacket in front of my face.. =/ so gross so gross! I just bathed..felt so fresh..but the bugger next to me..EEEEEEYERH..but no tat wasn't the end of my torture..I took 969..AIYO..some foreign national..held up his arm in front of me..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for 25 mins..I wanted to cry..hahaha..

I watched Transformers yesterday! I loved it! the CGI was splendid..the machines were just..outta tis world..movement so fluid..the way their changed..WOW WOW WOW..the whole show was packed with explosions n action..WHEEEEEEEEE! best movie I've caught all year! 5 of out 5 popcorns!!! the Autobots..vs the Decepticons..as earth's survival rests in the hands of Sam Witwicky..n it doesn't hurt tat Megan Fox is SO DARNED HOT!!!

Autobots:

their heroic leader..Optimus Prime is an 18 Wheeler..though he is a Fire Truck in the comics..his personal motto is.."Freedom is the right of all sentient beings"..

Bumblebee..a yellow camaro! he was supposed to be a VW Beetle initially..but filmmakers changed it a lil..I tink tis pissed a lot of die-hard fans actually..judging from the forums..Bumblebee starts out as a 1970s Camaro..n is later rebuilt as a 2008/2009 Camaro..he's an Autobot spy in the movie..compared to the others..he lacks in size n strength..

Jazz..a modified Pontiac Solstice..he is STYLE..the one tat talks like a funky teenager..

Ironhide..modified GMC Topkick 6500..the hardiest Autobot..scary!

Ratchet..modified Hummer H2..their chief mechanic..engineer n medical expert..the more peaceful of the lot..

Decepticons..

Megatron..their leader..wants to establish his empire n destroy the Autobots..esp Optimus Prime..

Barricade..Saleen 5281 Mustang..the irritating police car..a hunter..

Starscream..Lockhead Martin F-22 Raptor..the F-22 jet..he serves Megatron but wishes he can take over him..

Blackout..Sikorsky MH53 Pave Low III..loves destruction..he's the military helicopter..

Frenzy..the annoying skinny creature tat changes into a boom box..

YAYNESS! thanks dear for catching it with me..

I AM SO HIGH ON TRANSFORMERS..I am going to cry..I am so going to buy the dvd n watch it again n again..

next movie..I can't wait for Harry Potter! =D

I wanna eat seaweed!!! Tom Yum flavour!

totally random..bye!

2007-06-29T00:17:00.000-07:00

Subway, an exasperating starhub customer operator & office politics

I had Subway for the first time on Tuesday at Suntec..which is really amazing..cos the last time I actually ate smth lidat..was ages ago..I haven't even eaten a burger for.............years? =PpP n I have a really silly reason too..cos I dun like to open my mouth so wide just to bite the bread -_- bleah..laugh all u want..but it makes sense to me!! it was nice la..but I like the cookie better..

yesterday..which was Wed..I suddenly tot it was kinda weird cos I didn't receive any smses at all..moreover..I msged my frens in the morning..initially..I tot it was MY phone screwing up..so I turned it off..n turned it on..thrice..suddenly I received a msg from WJ..which was sent HOURS ago..zzz..n I knew wad was happening..yet AGAIN..

STARHUB.

..I could only receive from starhub users..so irritating..it's alright if it happens on public holidays..but yesterday? just another ordinary day ma..

so I called 1633..tis dingaling operator..drove me crazy..

I explained my problem to him..

Me: "I can only receive from starhub users but not those using other service providers.."

Him: "hmmmmmmmmmm..maybe u can check ur msg centre number..see whether it is tis number..bla bla.."

Me: "ok..so where do I check tis?"

Him: "errrrrrrr..I dunno cos I'm not using Nokia phone.."

??????????????????????????????????????????????

den who will know if he doesn't? my grandma ah??? even if he didn't know..he could have asked someone else to help me..instead of giving me tis kinda funny answer..

Me: "....................okok..bye..I go find it.."

Him: "if u are unable to rectify the problem..pls call back again..starhub will do its best to help u........."

YA RIGHT.

so I found the thing..CORRECT MA the number..

calls 1633 again..

damn unlucky..I get the same joker..

Me: "I checked already..the number is the same..so wad do I do now?"

Him: "er.........maybe u should check ur frens hp..see whether their msg centre number the same or not.."

?!?!?!?! WHUT??????? so for example..if my cousin sends me an sms from China n I dun receive it I must go to China to see whether his msg centre number matches mine ar?????????

Me: "WADDDDDDDDDD????"

very irritated already..

Him: "cos u might have ACCIDENTALLY activated ur sms barring.."

Me: "NO I DIDN'T.."

Him: "ur frens might have ACCIDENTALLY activated THEIR sms barring.."

by then I was holding my head in my hands ready to wave the white flag..I WAS TALKING TO SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW HIS JOB!!!! doofus..ignoramus..

I tink he sensed my annoyance..so he changes tactic..

Him: "u can tell ur frens to check with their service provider.."

Me: "..........MY FRENS ARE USING M1 AND SINGTEL..they aren't having tis problem.."

Him: "maybe u can check with their service provider.."

OMG..I WAS SO GOING TO IMPLODE..IDIOT!!

Me: "SO U ARE TELLING ME TAT I SHOULD CALL SINGTEL NOW IS IT???????"

Him: "no..maybe their service provider bla bla.."

OMGOMGOMG

Me: "CHECK WITH OTHER PROVIDERS? DEN WHY AM I EVEN PAYING FOR UR LOUSY SERVICE??"

Him: "okok..I check for u now.."

...............................n he puts me on hold for 10 mins..

Him: "sorry to keep u waiting..I checked already..everything is alright..there's nothing I can do.."

Me: "fine..okok bye.."

n tat ended our silly conversation..5 mins later my phone rang non-stop from all the msges coming in..

BASKET! obviously their fault for the retarded lag la!

but when I tink about it today..I actually feel very guilty for raising my voice at him =/ sorry ar whoever u are..

n work today..just sucked..our officer..let's just call her X..fuss over every single cent I earn..$5 only..also want to be so calculative..zzz..such ppl will come to no good end man..

I'm only TEMP STAFF lei..young enough to be ur daughter still la..so calculative FOR WAD? imagine if ur own kid is treated like tis..will u be happy? bitch..

$5 may not be alot la..but..I CAN EAT ONE MEAL LEI..if u wanna count every single cent lidat..den u still eat my food for wad??????? my wafer sticks..my chocolates..my marshmellows..DUNNIT MONEY TO BUY ONE AR??????? eeeeeeeediot lei..my purpose of buying food n sharing..is becos I dowan my colleagues to go hungry in between meal times la..so I SHARE..oie..it's supposed to go BOTH WAYS LARH..why are u so mean to all of us..shit u..

wads worse..YOU..ASK us to do OT..den after tat..bitch with another person saying why ppl nowadays wanna OT so much dunno whether boss will like it or not..WTF??? u tink we enjoy doing OT so much ar? I have better things to do lei..I rather go home..spend time with my rabbit..play games..surf net..ANYTHING but stay at work la..n DUH..we work more so tat we can earn more money cos we need it la..not everyone born rich wad..HYPOCRITE!

I was kinda upset..n I cried when I reached home..zzz..I feel so stupid now..

such ppl are just..not worth bothering about..just obstacles thrown in my way..

patience is a virtue..I must persevere

2007-06-24T15:26:00.000-07:00

I have rashes on the back of my right hand for unknown reasons! ahhhhhhhh..it's so itchy!

work tis week was....................guuuuuuuuud..cos our officer wasn't around..n since our team has our own room..it was kinda like a party all week =PpP HEH..

half of Fri n Sat was spent FIGHTING with my mom..zzzzzz..I felt 18 years old all over again..gah..some ppl just enjoy being unhappy I guess..I know I look like my mom..but I really hope I'm not like her..so PLEASE..dun say I'm like her..it's a surefire way to make me very annoyed

went Cine with my bf after work on Fri..SORREH dear..cos I was supposed to meet him near his place first..BUT..apparently most of the population at Tampines tat day was headed towards Yishun..TSK..the queue for the bus..O_o..so he had to come over instead =/ we had a nice dinner! at dunno where..forgot the name of the place..but it was something like Billy Bombers..we were so stuffed..I had fish&chips..as always =P..while he had some bigass burger~ n we shared an ice-cream waffle..FULL FULL FULL..we caught Eye in the Sky on Friday..not bad actually..but I prefer watching comedies..=D

Sat..I went to pay my school fees with my gramps..the lady actually carried so much cash around in her handbag..zzzz..not afraid ah..she's really so precious lei..really would have died long ago without her..she's been supporting me for so long..I needa finish my studies ASAP n get a job so I can give her $$$$$$..went Katong with her after tat..had lunch there..the ppl serving us were really pleasant..made me super happy..hee..went to my optometrist to get my eyes checked..yay! my degree didn't increase..happy happy..which is kinda surprising cos I stare at the comp all day..my contact lens finishing..deciding to continue with the same brand or switching to another..so he gave me Focus Dailies to try..seems v good eh..when I put in on I saw everything very clearly..haha XD

went Bugis Village later at night with my darling..in a short amount of time..I bought a bag..some earrings..n one more item..which I currently can't remember right now -_-" PLACE OF SIN lei! I was so tempted to run in all directions n buy everything..when I get my next pay I'm going back there man..WHEE!

shop shop shop..

n yes..my Nintendo DS Lite!!!!

2007-06-23T03:45:00.000-07:00

erm..............wth!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=_N13DLrRdr4

YUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA

MASSACRED!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=uWQM1yZqTBI

-_- lol..those puppies prolly have nv seen a cat b4..eeyerh SO CUTE!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=KBSOeUCzefQ

omg..I remember gushing over tis video during my attachment at Biosensors..went to search for it again..I'm MELTING!!! HELP! so sweetttttttttttttttttttttt!!! reminds me of the time when Dixie gave birth to Crystal n Whiskey..CUTE CUTE CUTE! I wanna hug!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=VWDc9oyBj5Q

wth! my fave breed of dog lerh............I can't take it anymore!

n of cos..I had to find some bunnies as well.. =D

http://youtube.com/watch?v=u7a3ByQjDY4

my goodness! look at them! so bizzy..HOP HOP HOP..n I spot one princessy looking pretty bunny! but I dun care..my baby still cuter! HEE..n some of them look so blur! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=IUU_oOBZKko

..ERM.............okay..LOL

http://youtube.com/watch?v=oXefposX_r4

tat's one funny set of ears man..

whoooooooooo! animals are so adorable

..................!!! my idea of heaven la!

2007-06-21T22:33:00.000-07:00

??????????? WHUT??? nonsense..zzz..nvm I dun care

*Happy Birthday Mabel! (: tell us about ur date!!! love

=/ I sense funny mood swings coming soon..sigh

2007-06-19T18:06:00.000-07:00

//edited - I haven't typed much for a long long long type so pardon me HEE

Mon:

Happy 2nd month J Tan QP! hope u n Isaac will stay blissful always =D *squeals..

after knocking off..QP met her bf under our office block n 3 of us headed to the train station together since we were going the same direction..

tsk tsk..I should have known it was against my better judgement n common sense to even consider being on the same train as her @@ HEHE..

after going past the barrier..

J: (suddenly sticks out hand in front n mutters to nobody in particular) .........................*inaudible muttering..

Me: huh???

J: (continues walking by my side)

Me tinks: aiya must be nth one la..

*note: all tis while Isaac is walking behind us..

J: (sticks out hand in front again n makes handshake movements).......................................*continues making supersonic sounds

Me: HUH????????????? wad did u say?????? + incredulous look

J: (SUDDENLY WHIRLS AROUND..as if executing some piroutte tat will make any ballerina proud n sticks out hand to bf) Oh happy 2nd month!

-______________________________-""""

boo boo number 2..

on the escalator..QP is standing a few steps in front of me while her bf is behind me..

beeping sounds..train door is gonna close soon..QP starts running..

Me: WHUT??????? u're not gonna run ARE YOU?

QP: (showing wonderful acceleration)......OF COS!

ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!

n train door closes with her INSIDE..n her bf n I outside..

Me: Ah?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?!?!?!

Isaac: (blinks..proceeded by tat kinda wanna laugh cannot laugh face)

...................................

while I am stunned speechless..only to have it replaced by horror..WALAO! stuck with my fren's bf whom I have only met for the 2nd time la! wad am I supposed to say to him!!!!

*CURSES..

but oh nvm..apparently luck is on my side..next train in 1 min.. =D

train arrives..smile is wiped off my face..NOT FOR SERVICE..next train...................blasted 5 mins more...............

Murphy's law indeed..

Me: (tinks frantically for smth to say)

Me: so uhmmmmm........dunnit to call QP ar??

Isaac: she will get off the next station.............

silence.............................

4 mins more..

I start looking thru my phonebook..

calls Jessalyn..tells her about QP's latest screwup =PpP but uh oh..she's still at work..so hang up..

3 mins more..

calls bf..but how to let him know tat I have 3 mins to kill with Isaac standing next to me n I'm trying v hard not to giggle??? talk for 1 min den hang up..

I AM DESPERATE..

FINALLY FINALLY..train comes..but I SWEAR..tat train ride from Tampines to Simei felt like the longest EVER! time was really CRAWLING..

Me: er so..had sch today?

*3 sec pause..

Isaac: oh now holidays..

*4 sec pause..

Me: ohhhhhhhhh i see..

*the silence is deafening..

Me tinks: (WTH!!! why haven't reach yet!)

Me: so er.......I tot u're working?

Isaac: yeah starts tmr..

hahaha..I could have sliced the silence with a knife la zomg...............when we reached Simei I wanted to shout Hallelujah for real la!!!!!

walaoooooooooooooo u QP! den I proceeded to tell her tat even if I'm super duper late..I will NEVER EVER NEVER EVER............

RUN..

not for the train..the bus..the flashing green man..

becos.............................

it looks unglam n I have a reputation to uphold..HAHA.. =PpP kua kua..KIDDING LA..

cos I'm lazy la duh..

ok tat was completely retarded..

grandma's a complete godsend..really dunno wad I'd do without her..she's been supporting me since I was in Sec 1..

n today..she bought me a Sony SZ..the 433N.. http://www.sony.com.sg/vaio/ cos of some promotion they're having..it comes with free 1.oo GB RAM upgrade..I was so tempted to get the C25G..u know the colourful ones..PINK actually..haha..but she said it's so gaudy..n I had to agree la..gadgets are supposed to be sleek ma..so whoooooooooo..

luckily I have her seriously..not becos she buys me stuff la..just cos she loves me..makes up for the crap parents I have

oh I met XB at Funan today..he gave me quite a scare..shouted my name n materialised in front of me..but it was nice to see someone from school after so long =D esp since half of my Webgraph grade was due to his help..

moving on to a random topic..dunno how my brain works sometimes..

What is love? How do you know when you're in love? Is it when you've realised that you're willing to do things for him/her, things that you wouldn't normally do? Is it when you find yourself thinking about that person all the time? Is it when you find yourself feeling complete when you're around that person?

if it's all tat n more den I've completely gone off the deep end becos I can' t seem to tink about anything else except YOU.

YOU. you are wad's wrong with me.

my drug.
my intoxication.

my LOVE.

whenever I see HIM I feel exhilarated..happy..tat kinda MEGAHAPPY until cannot happy anymore -_- oops..can't find the right words to describe..like YEEEEEE---HA WHOOPIE HELL YEAAAAAAAA~~ feeling..n I feel a warm fuzzy feeling all throughout my body..n when HE smiles at me I just want to CRY..cannot take it la!

eh I'm nuts about u la boy

2007-06-17T19:13:00.000-07:00

Fantastic Four! woot! I like! but I liked Spiderman 3 better..HEHE..Jessica Alba SO HAWT lei! wee u weet!

the DJ at Smoove yesterday should be fired..his song selection leaves much to be desired..got high on half a jug of whiskey soda =PpP so fun..whaha..n of cos..SOMEONE was bizzy laughing at me..tsk tsk..BAD..

"why is the whole room spinning?"

ever since my laptop conked out..I've only been eating n slping -_-" so cut off from the rest of the world!

I want.............Nintendo DS! I dun care I'm gonna get one.. XD I want I want I want!!!

oh..........Happy 1 year John =D

hee..I have donuts! omg so happy..mom went Msia n came back with Dunkin Donuts..yeah yeah yeah!

2007-06-14T07:48:00.000-07:00

lappie is OFFICIALLY kaput..tat's why I've been missing in action..boo..bye bye Toshiba..sadded

work is crazy..but my colleagues are a super funny bunch..

EVIL BE GONE she says -_-" diaoz..Tan Shi Yun Jessalyn who treats her desk as her artist workspace..she's drawn enough of these n pasted them all over the office..making us seem like a bunch of ghostbusters.......

erm..none other den the guilty culprit..acting hardworking..from tis pic can tell..BOSS NOT AROUND! =PpP n Jannah in the bg..joker extraordinaire tsk tsk

yes n HARD WORK makes us hungry..very hungry..tat's John attacking his food with gusto..n looks can be deceiving..the thing he's trying to tear apart so viciously is one FUGE piece of chicken man..PHWOAR..it's bigger than my arm la..I should take a better picture next time..got a shock when I first saw it..

BEDTIME!

loves.

2007-06-12T19:30:00.000-07:00

WHY? I'm always very happy to knock off after work..only to reach home..n for you to ask me for money the moment I step in thru the door..tat's the first sentence u say to me...............fucking inconsiderate lei..damn tired from work already..make me sian like hell..just felt like leaving the house n never coming back..THIS MORNING as well..open my eyes only.."MONEY LEI?" wad the fuck la???????? go where n find??????? I work 9 hours..n I only earn 1k..how much can I give u?????? hell la..wad a joke lei..den u sit at home n shake ur bloody leg for more than a year already..I feel like screaming..I feel like crying..my head hurts like hell..so stressed..why my family lidat????? GODDDDD..let it rain money can? n I still gotta save for a desktop..my laptop is so beyond hope an error msg pops out every 20 secs..I can't even turn it on long enough to backup my files..HOW HOW HOW? n I wanna get myself a PSP as well -_-" zzzzzzzz oh well..practicality comes b4 luxury..

WHY CAN'T I HAVE A NICE LOVING FAMILY WHO ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME

SCREWED.

I don't feel safe. I don't feel secure. My whole world feels...................upside down..just problems..one after another..

I HATE MY HOME. it's always chaotic..mom screaming at dad..mom screaming at bro..screaming at me..screaming everywhere..I need to getaway I'm going nuts

AND YOU. YUCK. WHUT? EEW.

2007-06-10T16:02:00.000-07:00

I wanna watch Hostel Part 2! when izzit opening in SG! but actually I'm not so sure whether I can stomach such shows or not =/

tried watching Saw III on the bf's comp but I started feeling weak all over after like..10 mins =PpP lousy haha..

n anyway..thanks for putting up with me darling! I know my moodswings lately...................quite bad..................

nth interesting to blog abt..

unless u count cleaning poop n pee blogworthy..

my darling Muffin turns 3 months old today!!!!!!! birthday greetings with lurveeeeeeee will be greatly appreciated y'allllllllllllll

next monthhhhhhh..I shall invest..........in a ..new cage..I tink he's growing out of tis cage already..

2007-06-08T23:22:00.000-07:00

I miss red hair!!!!!!!!!!! O_o so tempted..

I need a hair cut..desperately..I'm starting to resemble smth like a mop..

work is a biatch as usual..tiringgggggg..auditors coming in soon..everyone's panicking away =PpP

I bought 2 pairs of shoes..hell YEAH!

eh so irritated..my laptop..STUPID STUPID! I can't even watch vids on youtube..everything..BLANK..craps..

****
sorry! my hp is lying around somewhere in my house on silent mode -_-"

*LWLF!! I sent it to ur hotmail already......lemme know if u didn't get it yea..not sure if I clicked send or not kua kua..

Sam..again again! tis month! get Jen-neeeeeeeeeee!

WJ&Emo..HEYYYYYYYYYY! Mabs bday is coming soon..............................how now brown cow????

2007-06-05T11:59:00.000-07:00

my eye is RED..n watery

I just want to DIE

it's just hurting so badly the entire right side of my face feels swollen

CHICKEN POX VIRUS .. .. .. ... .........

I look hideous I dun resemble anything like a homosapien

=(

sad

really in pain

take mc also lidat. my dad going on n on about the rabbit n how the house looks like a zoo. SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY LA. FUCKER

2007-06-03T22:31:00.000-07:00

Friday: LEAVE! whoooooooooooo..shiokness..met Sam at the airport after her work..I have no idea why but I took an entire hour to get to the airport..Tampines to Changi..distance so near..but..really dunno why lei! now she's convinced tat I haven't taken the train b4 -___- bugger! n I got lost at the airport..NVM! I'm a bloody tourist ok? but anyway..she was really sweet to accompany me to do my uni application XD THANKS! n yes..I walked right past the campus though it was the right place..so we ended walking around aimlessly for a few mins more than we should have..but finally..settled! my mom won't have any reason to nag at me about it..both of us were really starving by then..5 pm..I wanted to eat Ramen Ten! but she didn't wanna walk so far..went MOS burger..those ppl working there must have been polar bears in their previous lives..both of us were freezing our butts off..

supposed to meet up with SOME ppl at 6.30 =PpP but *cough cough..they were late..so I ended up shopping instead..Sam watched me buy two t-shirts from Outfitter Girls..got sale la..n the meanie commented.."wahhh! so long nv see u in t-shirt ah"..NONSENSE ok..I shall SUE U for SLANDER!!!!! Sabbbb-naaaaa-niiiiiiii!!!! den I waited with her for her screwy bus..forgot wad donkey number..all so crowded one! slowly walked over to Somerset after tat..my god..I forgot it was tat far..I felt like I was walking in the Sahara desert..

see lerh L.W.L.F! u all GUYSSSSSS..late somemore..tsk tsk..

in the end..saw them for just a while..at Cine..some dota compy thingie..but it was nice to see them anyway.. =D it was super crowded at L9 man..smelly lei =/

after tat met WJ n Emo..omg..meet so many ppl in a day..haven't seen them in eons la..was super happy..both of them have NEW HAIR! not fair not fair..my hair like............like....zz..Emo looks nice with her new fringe! n WJJJJJ looks like..goldilocks..whaha..n we had Ramen Ten for dinner! whee whee whee..nice nice nice..

Sat: met up with Sam! LATE!! hoho..n JENNEEEEEEEE!!!! first time lei! when Sam n I saw Jenny our eyes almost fell out of our head lei..THE GIRL SO DRESSED UP LA! omgomg..we were supposed to go kbox..but in the end also..whahaha..shopped..actually I shopped la..they watched.. =PpP n dragged them to Ramen Ten..AGAIN..so pai seh man..oh we took neoprints..I LOOKED RETARDED! wah tat Jenny..queen of neoprints man..see her poses....prolly got her own neoprint machine at home to practise..

my eye was hurting..side was aching..so I had to throw in the towel b4 I died..we decided to call it a day..pai seh ah

YES HE'S OUT OF CAMP WHOOPEE! now can dye hair any havoc colour u want horrrr.....went to the bf's house to sleepover..another arctic creature! XD I was busy hanging on to my nose so tat it wouldn't fall off but he slept so soundly lorh..damn bad lei..he woke me up in the morning at 8.30.."WALAO EH 2 o'clock already lorh!" -_- NAUGHTY!

we watched Shrek 3! I liked the show lei..I loved donkey's lil babies!! erm..donkey + dragon = ?? dongon? drakey? eeeeeeyerh so cute la..but he managed to sleep thru the entire show..tsk tsk..thanks la! I know such shows ain't ur cup of tea but u still watched with me larh =D

went Sentosa today..some FAMILY DAY thingie going on today..so crowded! irritatinggg..everywhere also carpark full..went Palawan beach..tanned for an hour plus! tis time we know already..the last time we went..kena sunburnt! so we didn't stay tat long tis time..

WAHHHHHHHHHHHH..TIRED AH..

tis weekend a lot of activities ah..

I LOVE WEEKENDS!

my EYE EYE EYE EYE..wthhhhh..pain pain pain

I dowan to go to work =(

2007-05-31T23:56:00.000-07:00

BLOSSOMZ! here I come! MONDO! whoo whoo whoo!

happy..

if u are one of those jokers like me..always getting tummyaches for no good reason..try Marks & Spencers canned soups when u're feeling sick! n u will NEVER drink Campbell again..Campbell's is.....LUMPY..I drank M&S' Leek n Potato soup just now with plain bread n it was PHWOAR..I tink I perked up instantly..super nice n smooth..can digest easily! yum yum yum..there's Carrot & Coriander soup in my kitchen..hmmmm..can rabbits drink soup?? O_o

I tink I'm having indigestion..or is it stomach flu????? my tummy has been........aching a lil here n there since Tues =( plus my right side is also..hurting a lil..not tat kinda pain PAIN..kua kua..if tat even makes sense..but tat kind of on off feeling..boo.sucks..

I caught a cold too too just now from the air con..EEEYERH..! I tink I'm weak lei -_-" I was fine the whole day until 10+ my eyes started watering n I started sneezing..

CANNOT FALL SICK! the shops need me! (: I wish..HEE..I'm seeing Sam in..15 hours! yayness

2007-05-31T18:34:00.000-07:00

haven't stepped into town for ages! can't wait..

wish I could be getting a new lappie at the IT fair..dayum! the VAIO so pretty..but kinda useless larh..

Shrek 3! I haven't watched!

finally met the bf after so many days..yay!

Sam is threatening to smack me! the girl has violent tendencies..tsk tsk..

2007-05-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

borrowed dad's lappie for 5 mins.

ANYWAY.

-_- siao

2007-05-27T20:24:00.000-07:00

I'm so paranoid becos I..........................................

love him so much

sometimes I tink it's really hard to be with me..I tink I'm a really useless bugger

hai..I wished I stayed near the seaside

so much so dependant so used to it.
why?
someone tell me. AM I MAD?
wish it could return to those unspoiled moments

**ANYWAY. my trusty Toshiba Satellite M30 is kaput. I only managed to get into blogger after v v v v v v v long..I've given up trying to give it a new lease of life. I can feel it crashing in the next few days. so I guess I won't be online for a while after I finish tis post. anything impt sms me. bye.

2007-05-26T23:45:00.000-07:00

I'm stuck on the song "Heart"..it keeps running thru my head..dumb tune why can't I shake it off!

Time can take it's toll on the best of us
Look at you you're growing old so young
Traffic lights blink at you in the evening
Tilt your head and turn it to the sun
Sometimes the T.V. is like a lover
Singing softly as you fall asleep
You wake up in the morning and it's still there
Adding up the things you'll never be

Alright, I can say what you want me to,
Alright, I can do all the things you do,
Alright, I'll make it all up for you,
I'm still in love with you,
I'm still in love with you

nice song nice song!

had Billy Bombers for the first time today..wah their serving so big..couldn't finish my feeeeeeeshhhh..but it was good

went over to MOS cos someone wanted to activate his VIP card..at the entrance..the bouncers looked at the card n went O_o cos apparently..tat's the first new VIP card they've seen..tink others haven't received it..I was kinda surprised..cos the bouncers were a bit............clueless about wad to do..funny..

I tink it's time to get my IC photo changed..it's kinda unnerving to have ppl stare n stare n look back n forth just to ascertain whether the joker's pic is indeed me -_-" n I'm kinda worried about being quizzed about my own particulars cos my memory is kinda faulty..the previous time I went MOS n was asked for my address..I went.."ahhhhhhhhhh..uhhhhhhhhh.." n they looked at me very suspiciously..shit!

I tink I should invest in a few new computer games becos I suddenly lost the urge to game..maybe sian of my games already..haven't played for 2 weeks lerh..shop shop shop..

EYELINER! top priority..mustttttttttt nottttttttttt forgetttttttttt..

hmm..happy 6 months love

2007-05-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

everyone is going to tink I'm seriously deranged! I have quiksilver changes of mood..

whahaha..

bf called right after i finished my bath..saying tat he was sad..n asked me to go downstairs..I was kinda O_O n a lil suspicious..tot he was kinda up to smth..but I didn't wanna say anything IN CASE he was really sad..

-_____________________-

guess wad..

soft toy bunny sitting in the front seat! OMGOMGOMG..I have named it........WAFFLES!

whee..welcome to a very bunny family!

I was just saying like 2 days ago how I liked the toy cos it looks like Muffin..n now it's sitting happily atop my bed..WAHHHHHHHH happy! I teared just now cos I was so touched =/

eeeeeeeeeeyerh thanks lerh dear..u make me a HAPPY GIRL! lovelove

dun laugh at me la folks! I'm still young at heart ok!

2007-05-25T21:33:00.000-07:00

-_- am currently NOT very happy with Muffin..

itchy mouth bit a hole in the sole AND the strap of my NEW heels which I only wore once..

.....zzzzzzzzzzzz..

not very pleased with it at the moment..no matter how cute it is..

does it mean I have to buy another pair? pissed. pissed. VERY PISSED.

walao..wash its cage everyday..feed it..play with it..still BITE MY SHOES!!!!! )$%*&)$%*#!

rabbit stew anyone?

2007-05-24T01:50:00.000-07:00

can't..shan't..won't!

got myself a pair of heels for $30..the other one was killing my feet..

was in a crazy mood today..no idea why..just felt so.......................moody..

went to walk around by myself..I tink it's kinda therapeutic

I like to walk..night breeze really makes me cheer up!

can't wait for weekend..work is a drag

I dun have time for anything..work n rabbit work n rabbit..I haven't played a single game for ages..haven't checked my mails..haven't..done....no...shizz!!

2007-05-22T23:25:00.000-07:00

shopping list:

- heels..my fave pair of heels no more friction already! I'm scared of slipping!
- dresses..very long nv buy new dress already lei =(((((
- black eyeshadow..I'm sick of using brown!
- black eyeliner..mine finishing!

...n of cos..my laptop which is a whole new issue altogether cos there's no way I can afford one..it's making strange noises again! kinda sounds tat a dog will make lei.."rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......." damn frightening sometimes..I tink it's really going to catch fire soon..

I tink tat's about it..who's gonna go shopping with me!

mom queued THREE HOURS for donuts today..she took half day leave n went back to office to treat her colleagues..I ate 2 white chocolate strawberry heart shaped one..aiya sorry la I dunno wad it's called..so delicious! donuts make me very happy =D

2007-05-21T23:02:00.000-07:00

=( no matter how I tried to escape my aunt during the weekend..all for naught..becos she made a sudden appearance at my doorstep today! n she's using my internet in the living room now..BOO..tat's why I'm lagging..

been having random thoughts all over the place today! so many things to say dunno where to begin..but all rubbish one la as usual..HEE..

I miss sec school!! *totally random shizz from here onwards dun say I nv warn u..

The next words ripped from his chest with an anguish that seared Victoria's heart: 'I was a fool! Loving someone who doesn't love you is hell! Don't ever let anyone convince you that you can be happy with someone who doesn't love you.'

- my fave para from Once & Always by Judith McNaught..ok laaaaa..I know it prolly sounds like a bunch of crap to many@@ but I like such novels lei! I tink it's damn touching..muaha..n hey they helped me survive Social Studies in SCGS la! =PpP which of cos didn't exactly make me Mrs Quek's favourite student..*sheepish grin..tink I had my nose stuck in a different book each time she entered class..plus my table..cos I was the shortest student in class ma! =PpP den they lined us up by height..so I entered the classroom first.. -_-" so right to the end..WINDOW SEAT! but it's actually french doors..cos the school rich ma..so basically I was sitting next to the balcony overlooking the spice garden..damn shiok lei..everyday got nice cooling breeze put me to slp only..n my desk..usually full of jars n jars of sweets n chocolates..like some mama-shop lidat..tsk..some aspects of my personality really didn't change ar..I've still got tat sweet tooth..kua kua kua..

n I was like the dumbest student of my class la..not tat I'm damn stupid or wad la..but my classmates all the type..get 99/100 feel upset kind..WAHHHHHHHH! stress lei..all of them like rocket scientists one..I remember consoling my partner after we got back our O's becos she got 8 points -_-" omg right! which was kinda funny cos I got 11 points..but I was happy lei! den their Maths all DAMN PRO one..while I was struggling just to pass..zzz..I tink my whole family just cannot count..Mrs Chow used to spend almost the whole period hovering around my elbow trying frantically to help me..I love her la.."can or not felly? u sure or not? look at ur ans again.." LOL every test she was helping me la..if not I really would have died until cannot die anymore..

den Chemistry..POOR ME..dunno how to do mol calculation..no matter how I calculate n divide n multiply..forever wrong..every lesson also gotta copy..plus always..drink acid n alkali while doing titration..make the whole chem lab smell of ammonia..I tink I was a real health hazard..Mrs Yogi..always breathing down my neck..10-20 times each lesson.."FELICIA WAD ARE U DOING????"..or "dun put tat test tube so near ur nose..........." den..COUGH COUGH COUGH SNEEZE..warning came too late..

the only lessons where I didn't feel hopelessly inept was English n Chinese..English was always enjoyable! n Chinese becos.................I memorised all 8 handbooks front to back back to front..haha

EEEEYERH so disgusting! sec sch so fun lerh all the nonsense..I MISS I MISS! I wish I were 13 again..omg so long ago..

NOSTALGIAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

on another note..my hearttttttttttttt.......just did it again.............aiyooooooo..*bangs table

2007-05-21T03:33:00.000-07:00

sitting here blogging now..with FRESH battlescars..from fel/fefe/felleh/whutever! versus bunny -_- needless to say..u know who emerged victorious la hur..basket..SO PAIN! bunny can't seem to wait for me to put it down nicely on the floor..always must kick n struggle..trying to show off its gravity defying stunts..I shall bring it to the groomer soon! aiyooooooo..5 new scratches..*whines..

Friday was spent..recuperating..I zonked out for 13 hours! I fell aslp at the computer..so I hurried off to bed.. =PpP

Sat..soccer! I like! but Man U@@ lost to Chelsea..EEEEEEEE!! DOGBA somemore! )*$%*@#)^@*#(@#&%(@#&%^@

I cut my fringe last week! ok looks the same..nvm! just some random picture..

Sun..went Bugis! I had duck noodle soup n curry chicken noodle..for the first time..oops..I know..I mountain tortoise ok! dunno where I have been living nv eat such stuff b4..

XD

I like late night shopping..I like soccer! but best of alllllllllllllllll..............I like YOU (: ur company is amazing hee..thanks for spending time with me! whee

ok I know I'm gonna get killed..but I'll risk it..

a very unimpressed Mr Koh..hahaha.."WHUTCHIU WANT LA..WANNA GO TOILET GO LA! DUN SIT THERE KPKB LA!"

look at the zhuai face.."see wad see larh..buay sian meh..ppl point middle finger..NV SEE B4 MEH??? KIAM PA LARHHHHHHHHH.."

=/ oopsie..kidding la..just having some fun =D tt's late night/early morning blogging for u..whaha..

2007-05-18T22:58:00.000-07:00

work is sapping my energy away!!! I kept stoning n staring into space today..

I OT-ed on a Friday..aiyo how encouraging ar..worn out until I actually gave town a miss..zomg..can't believe it..n I so wanted to go out at first..next week ok lovelies..so sorry! I tink I dun have a life already..

work is crazy..they work us like horses..can nv finish one..those boxes of documents..come in CARTONS..every single day..zz..plus some ppl at work are so calculative..n sly..got the entire afternoon to pass work to us..but no..wait until 15 mins b4 our knockoff time..den..WHOO! "can u HELP ME do tis?" which is really..not a question at all cos I've got no choice but to do it ma..boo..n BITCHY!! omg tis person sitting behind me does nth but bitch all day long..I hear her voice until I really............................................

n I heard them saying..next week..I gotta learn smth..to do with debit cards..ahhhhhh..cos my fren's taking leave to go Chiiiiina..

the only bright spot to do with work has to be lunch -_- haha..n my colleagues..cos 5 of us temp staff came in at the same time..n they are really very nice ppl la..we always help one another finish work so tat we can go home ASAP..

I want to go kbox lei..........been tinking about it all week..ooh..Shrek 3 out tis month! so exciting..

my eye..still sore since the start of tis week lei! =( sob sob..

my rabbit! such a darling! (: but it's growing..exponentially..hahaha..but I love it more n more! I'm actually very eager to see it after work each day..omg..am I crazy? the way it plays..hops around..it likes to zoom across the floor..funny to watch..n it follows me around the house! aiyo so cute

zz..EYE PAIN EYE V SORE! but mom doesn't want me to see a doc..damn..I shall go slp now

2007-05-18T02:21:00.000-07:00

energy level was at an all time low today..so tired

sorry if I've offended anyone in anyway..@@ I was huffing away at work..attacking the documents.. =/ my poor colleagues..

n thanks Sam n WJ for hearing me out.. (:

all becos of a.............bugger..seriously..I cant even say tat he DISTORTED my words..becos he got it TOTALLY WRONG..I nv said anything lidat lorh..BLEHS..somemore he said.."I understand"..my foot la! must have failed every single English comprehension in school last time..

dunno why I got so emo-ed today also..prolly cos I dun like ppl who dun understand the meaning of BUZZ OFF! I put it across in very clear terms..how many other ways or languages do I need to say it in order to get my message across! numbskull..totally spoiled my week..

met Mr Koh today =PpP which of cos.............cheered me up immensely..

he got a hair cut! whaha..but the vainpot doesn't seem to like it..lololol..though I tink he looks absolutely fine..dragonball -_-" VAIN LEI U! n I watched while he bought......an obscene T-shirt..I tink he's gonna spring it on his collegues tmr..god have pity on them pls.. =PpP n ANOTHER jar of hair wax..tsk tsk..he has more jars of hair wax than I have shoes ok..HOW CAN!

we watched NEXT..WAD A CHOICE OF MOVIE AR..I tink bf was trying to make fun of me for saying "I wish I knew wad the future holds!" in my previous entry..though he said he's not trying to suan me..but so coincidental lorh!!!!! n his..um chio face didn't exactly look very convincing either!! bassssssssket..haha..I actually tot the show was quite cool..but I didn't like the ending..kinda anti-climatic..kua kua..n I dun like Nicholas Cage! he looks a bit like..a droopy dog..

finally..weekend is here! time to be happy! TGIF! WOOT WOOT!

I should change my name in my IC..my name seems to have become Fefe..Felly..Felleh etc..or along those lines..shiet!!! *bangs table..

ok I should stop blogging at night..I realise I have no control over wad I type..words just seem to spill out..incoherent..time for beddie bye!

2007-05-17T02:36:00.000-07:00

been having random thoughts the whole of today..I guess last night's romance novel really..made me emo..

biggest random thought today - LIFE IS ONE BIG GAMBLE..I have decided to just...................not tink so much..jump right in..n er..do lotsa praying..hope everything turns out well

I wish I knew wad the future holds! ok la tt's lame..who doesn't right..

I tink the world is really a smorgasbord of characters..the ppl who have influenced my life in one way or another..good or bad

E: for introducing me to heartbreak
J: for showing just how low-down one can get
R: for teaching me the meaning of loss
K: for sheer utter stupidity&insanity (insert wadever mental illness here)
E: for making me feel alive
K: for the hope tat it nv ends! ilu!

n the biggest fiascos of my life..which made me............wake up....

D. big fat cheat. me for being a DUMBASS! u can all laugh at me pls..for falling for his sweet words..roses..walks in the park..puppydog eyes..everything! he's the kind of stupid guy tat can charm the birds out from the trees la..den somemore I was YOUNG N STUPID!!! PUI PUI PUI! thinking tat he really loved me..for convincing me tat he was going to be with me..AND THEN turning around n calling me a bitch n blaming me when his gf found out..wah like I got no feelings lidat..tsk tsk..the hurt I felt at tat time.....................n then acting all concerned n chummy whenever we happen to run in each other now..really made me wary of sweet talkers..GUYS LIKE HIM ZZZZZZZZZ..talk v nicely but FREAKINGGGGGG dun mean wad they say at all!!

K. which made me realise tat..too often..ppl seldom remember those who are there for them..sharing their bad moments..pain..tears..most of the time they only remember those who have FUN with them..the laughter..K was...............the biggest betrayal of friendship..haiz..tinking abt it still makes me feel like a fool..MUST CHOOSE FRENS WISELY! cos some ppl are just unappreciative..n only listen to...loudhailers like V..n loudhailers usually dunno ANYTHING at all..just there to add background sound n make things worse..empty vessels! I nv did like ppl who talk rubbish without getting their facts right..I mean seriously la..none of ur business den just..stay out of it ma!

oh well..there are many things I've done in life tat I wish I could change..ppl tat I wish I've NEVER met..but there's really no point in regretting..some things tat can't be helped..I can't please everyone..I've gotta do wad I've gotta do..

wah just realised it's so late! maybe I should stop reading my novels! they make me weepy n make me wish my bf is by my side like now O_o ahaha..siao one..I tink Mr Koh is in lala-land right now..I'm dying to prank call him la.. =/ I just realised..I've known him for 7 months! wah time flies..just seems like yesterday..

oops..I just realised tis post is really random..SORRY FOLKS! blogging rubbish..but I can't seem to stop..tat's wad work does to me..should see my expression at work..totally blank..muaha..

o_o let's all space out now..

2007-05-15T00:44:00.000-07:00

sorry la! I know u all are going to absolutely kill me for changing my blog..AGAIN..n for my choice of blog address..HAHA..but I really couldn't tink of anything ma!

oh n btw..I changed my phone number as well..

if u're my close fren I'll sms u! -_- Sam dun be lame..

if u're not den dun bother askinggggggggggg I won't give!

hmm..n..dun link me pls?

time to slp..dun tink I can wake up in time tmr oh no..so tired..got sore eyes! painnnnnnnnnn..dun wanna go work@@

work just suxxxxxxx..I keep making ridiculous mistakes..n the place is so dusty..I keep...sneezing..

2007-05-14T19:50:00.000-07:00

new blog! for a new beginning..problems PLEASE go away!

I tot such problems will nv exist again..BUT NO! -.- why me??? I dun tink I behave in a way tt I actually asked for such bullshit..

aiya..I just wanna be happy living my life with my few loved ones..

let it happen lei..not much to ask for right?

I dun need riches I dun need anything else one lorh..

I love my bf..don't complicate matters!