//xo _______________ All you need is a love spell ;

Thursday, May 31, 2007

BLOSSOMZ! here I come! MONDO! whoo whoo whoo!

happy..

if u are one of those jokers like me..always getting tummyaches for no good reason..try Marks & Spencers canned soups when u're feeling sick! n u will NEVER drink Campbell again..Campbell's is.....LUMPY..I drank M&S' Leek n Potato soup just now with plain bread n it was PHWOAR..I tink I perked up instantly..super nice n smooth..can digest easily! yum yum yum..there's Carrot & Coriander soup in my kitchen..hmmmm..can rabbits drink soup?? O_o

I tink I'm having indigestion..or is it stomach flu????? my tummy has been........aching a lil here n there since Tues =( plus my right side is also..hurting a lil..not tat kinda pain PAIN..kua kua..if tat even makes sense..but tat kind of on off feeling..boo.sucks..

I caught a cold too too just now from the air con..EEEYERH..! I tink I'm weak lei -_-" I was fine the whole day until 10+ my eyes started watering n I started sneezing..

CANNOT FALL SICK! the shops need me! (: I wish..HEE..I'm seeing Sam in..15 hours! yayness

*and imissyou so ;

haven't stepped into town for ages! can't wait..

wish I could be getting a new lappie at the IT fair..dayum! the VAIO so pretty..but kinda useless larh..

Shrek 3! I haven't watched!

finally met the bf after so many days..yay!

Sam is threatening to smack me! the girl has violent tendencies..tsk tsk..

*and imissyou so ;

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

borrowed dad's lappie for 5 mins.

ANYWAY.

-_- siao

*and imissyou so ;

Sunday, May 27, 2007

I'm so paranoid becos I..........................................

love him so much

sometimes I tink it's really hard to be with me..I tink I'm a really useless bugger

hai..I wished I stayed near the seaside

so much so dependant so used to it.
why?
someone tell me. AM I MAD?
wish it could return to those unspoiled moments

**ANYWAY. my trusty Toshiba Satellite M30 is kaput. I only managed to get into blogger after v v v v v v v long..I've given up trying to give it a new lease of life. I can feel it crashing in the next few days. so I guess I won't be online for a while after I finish tis post. anything impt sms me. bye.

*and imissyou so ;

Saturday, May 26, 2007

I'm stuck on the song "Heart"..it keeps running thru my head..dumb tune why can't I shake it off!

Time can take it's toll on the best of us
Look at you you're growing old so young
Traffic lights blink at you in the evening
Tilt your head and turn it to the sun
Sometimes the T.V. is like a lover
Singing softly as you fall asleep
You wake up in the morning and it's still there
Adding up the things you'll never be

Alright, I can say what you want me to,
Alright, I can do all the things you do,
Alright, I'll make it all up for you,
I'm still in love with you,
I'm still in love with you

nice song nice song!

had Billy Bombers for the first time today..wah their serving so big..couldn't finish my feeeeeeeshhhh..but it was good

went over to MOS cos someone wanted to activate his VIP card..at the entrance..the bouncers looked at the card n went O_o cos apparently..tat's the first new VIP card they've seen..tink others haven't received it..I was kinda surprised..cos the bouncers were a bit............clueless about wad to do..funny..

I tink it's time to get my IC photo changed..it's kinda unnerving to have ppl stare n stare n look back n forth just to ascertain whether the joker's pic is indeed me -_-" n I'm kinda worried about being quizzed about my own particulars cos my memory is kinda faulty..the previous time I went MOS n was asked for my address..I went.."ahhhhhhhhhh..uhhhhhhhhh.." n they looked at me very suspiciously..shit!

I tink I should invest in a few new computer games becos I suddenly lost the urge to game..maybe sian of my games already..haven't played for 2 weeks lerh..shop shop shop..

EYELINER! top priority..mustttttttttt nottttttttttt forgetttttttttt..

hmm..happy 6 months love

*and imissyou so ;

Friday, May 25, 2007

everyone is going to tink I'm seriously deranged! I have quiksilver changes of mood..

whahaha..

bf called right after i finished my bath..saying tat he was sad..n asked me to go downstairs..I was kinda O_O n a lil suspicious..tot he was kinda up to smth..but I didn't wanna say anything IN CASE he was really sad..

-_____________________-

guess wad..

soft toy bunny sitting in the front seat! OMGOMGOMG..I have named it........WAFFLES!

whee..welcome to a very bunny family!

I was just saying like 2 days ago how I liked the toy cos it looks like Muffin..n now it's sitting happily atop my bed..WAHHHHHHHH happy! I teared just now cos I was so touched =/

eeeeeeeeeeyerh thanks lerh dear..u make me a HAPPY GIRL! lovelove

dun laugh at me la folks! I'm still young at heart ok!

*and imissyou so ;

-_- am currently NOT very happy with Muffin..

itchy mouth bit a hole in the sole AND the strap of my NEW heels which I only wore once..

.....zzzzzzzzzzzz..

not very pleased with it at the moment..no matter how cute it is..

does it mean I have to buy another pair? pissed. pissed. VERY PISSED.

walao..wash its cage everyday..feed it..play with it..still BITE MY SHOES!!!!! )$%*&)$%*#!

rabbit stew anyone?

*and imissyou so ;

Thursday, May 24, 2007

can't..shan't..won't!

got myself a pair of heels for $30..the other one was killing my feet..

was in a crazy mood today..no idea why..just felt so.......................moody..

went to walk around by myself..I tink it's kinda therapeutic

I like to walk..night breeze really makes me cheer up!

can't wait for weekend..work is a drag

I dun have time for anything..work n rabbit work n rabbit..I haven't played a single game for ages..haven't checked my mails..haven't..done....no...shizz!!

*and imissyou so ;

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

shopping list:

- heels..my fave pair of heels no more friction already! I'm scared of slipping!
- dresses..very long nv buy new dress already lei =(((((
- black eyeshadow..I'm sick of using brown!
- black eyeliner..mine finishing!

...n of cos..my laptop which is a whole new issue altogether cos there's no way I can afford one..it's making strange noises again! kinda sounds tat a dog will make lei.."rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......." damn frightening sometimes..I tink it's really going to catch fire soon..

I tink tat's about it..who's gonna go shopping with me!

mom queued THREE HOURS for donuts today..she took half day leave n went back to office to treat her colleagues..I ate 2 white chocolate strawberry heart shaped one..aiya sorry la I dunno wad it's called..so delicious! donuts make me very happy =D

*and imissyou so ;

Monday, May 21, 2007

=( no matter how I tried to escape my aunt during the weekend..all for naught..becos she made a sudden appearance at my doorstep today! n she's using my internet in the living room now..BOO..tat's why I'm lagging..

been having random thoughts all over the place today! so many things to say dunno where to begin..but all rubbish one la as usual..HEE..

I miss sec school!! *totally random shizz from here onwards dun say I nv warn u..

The next words ripped from his chest with an anguish that seared Victoria's heart: 'I was a fool! Loving someone who doesn't love you is hell! Don't ever let anyone convince you that you can be happy with someone who doesn't love you.'

- my fave para from Once & Always by Judith McNaught..ok laaaaa..I know it prolly sounds like a bunch of crap to many@@ but I like such novels lei! I tink it's damn touching..muaha..n hey they helped me survive Social Studies in SCGS la! =PpP which of cos didn't exactly make me Mrs Quek's favourite student..*sheepish grin..tink I had my nose stuck in a different book each time she entered class..plus my table..cos I was the shortest student in class ma! =PpP den they lined us up by height..so I entered the classroom first.. -_-" so right to the end..WINDOW SEAT! but it's actually french doors..cos the school rich ma..so basically I was sitting next to the balcony overlooking the spice garden..damn shiok lei..everyday got nice cooling breeze put me to slp only..n my desk..usually full of jars n jars of sweets n chocolates..like some mama-shop lidat..tsk..some aspects of my personality really didn't change ar..I've still got tat sweet tooth..kua kua kua..

n I was like the dumbest student of my class la..not tat I'm damn stupid or wad la..but my classmates all the type..get 99/100 feel upset kind..WAHHHHHHHH! stress lei..all of them like rocket scientists one..I remember consoling my partner after we got back our O's becos she got 8 points -_-" omg right! which was kinda funny cos I got 11 points..but I was happy lei! den their Maths all DAMN PRO one..while I was struggling just to pass..zzz..I tink my whole family just cannot count..Mrs Chow used to spend almost the whole period hovering around my elbow trying frantically to help me..I love her la.."can or not felly? u sure or not? look at ur ans again.." LOL every test she was helping me la..if not I really would have died until cannot die anymore..

den Chemistry..POOR ME..dunno how to do mol calculation..no matter how I calculate n divide n multiply..forever wrong..every lesson also gotta copy..plus always..drink acid n alkali while doing titration..make the whole chem lab smell of ammonia..I tink I was a real health hazard..Mrs Yogi..always breathing down my neck..10-20 times each lesson.."FELICIA WAD ARE U DOING????"..or "dun put tat test tube so near ur nose..........." den..COUGH COUGH COUGH SNEEZE..warning came too late..

the only lessons where I didn't feel hopelessly inept was English n Chinese..English was always enjoyable! n Chinese becos.................I memorised all 8 handbooks front to back back to front..haha

EEEEYERH so disgusting! sec sch so fun lerh all the nonsense..I MISS I MISS! I wish I were 13 again..omg so long ago..

NOSTALGIAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

on another note..my hearttttttttttttt.......just did it again.............aiyooooooo..*bangs table

*and imissyou so ;

sitting here blogging now..with FRESH battlescars..from fel/fefe/felleh/whutever! versus bunny -_- needless to say..u know who emerged victorious la hur..basket..SO PAIN! bunny can't seem to wait for me to put it down nicely on the floor..always must kick n struggle..trying to show off its gravity defying stunts..I shall bring it to the groomer soon! aiyooooooo..5 new scratches..*whines..

Friday was spent..recuperating..I zonked out for 13 hours! I fell aslp at the computer..so I hurried off to bed.. =PpP

Sat..soccer! I like! but Man U@@ lost to Chelsea..EEEEEEEE!! DOGBA somemore! )*$%*@#)^@*#(@#&%(@#&%^@

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I cut my fringe last week! ok looks the same..nvm! just some random picture..

Sun..went Bugis! I had duck noodle soup n curry chicken noodle..for the first time..oops..I know..I mountain tortoise ok! dunno where I have been living nv eat such stuff b4..

XD

I like late night shopping..I like soccer! but best of alllllllllllllllll..............I like YOU (: ur company is amazing hee..thanks for spending time with me! whee

ok I know I'm gonna get killed..but I'll risk it..

a very unimpressed Mr Koh..hahaha.."WHUTCHIU WANT LA..WANNA GO TOILET GO LA! DUN SIT THERE KPKB LA!"

look at the zhuai face.."see wad see larh..buay sian meh..ppl point middle finger..NV SEE B4 MEH??? KIAM PA LARHHHHHHHHH.."

=/ oopsie..kidding la..just having some fun =D tt's late night/early morning blogging for u..whaha..

*and imissyou so ;

Friday, May 18, 2007

work is sapping my energy away!!! I kept stoning n staring into space today..

I OT-ed on a Friday..aiyo how encouraging ar..worn out until I actually gave town a miss..zomg..can't believe it..n I so wanted to go out at first..next week ok lovelies..so sorry! I tink I dun have a life already..

work is crazy..they work us like horses..can nv finish one..those boxes of documents..come in CARTONS..every single day..zz..plus some ppl at work are so calculative..n sly..got the entire afternoon to pass work to us..but no..wait until 15 mins b4 our knockoff time..den..WHOO! "can u HELP ME do tis?" which is really..not a question at all cos I've got no choice but to do it ma..boo..n BITCHY!! omg tis person sitting behind me does nth but bitch all day long..I hear her voice until I really............................................

n I heard them saying..next week..I gotta learn smth..to do with debit cards..ahhhhhh..cos my fren's taking leave to go Chiiiiina..

the only bright spot to do with work has to be lunch -_- haha..n my colleagues..cos 5 of us temp staff came in at the same time..n they are really very nice ppl la..we always help one another finish work so tat we can go home ASAP..

I want to go kbox lei..........been tinking about it all week..ooh..Shrek 3 out tis month! so exciting..

my eye..still sore since the start of tis week lei! =( sob sob..

my rabbit! such a darling! (: but it's growing..exponentially..hahaha..but I love it more n more! I'm actually very eager to see it after work each day..omg..am I crazy? the way it plays..hops around..it likes to zoom across the floor..funny to watch..n it follows me around the house! aiyo so cute

zz..EYE PAIN EYE V SORE! but mom doesn't want me to see a doc..damn..I shall go slp now

*and imissyou so ;

energy level was at an all time low today..so tired

sorry if I've offended anyone in anyway..@@ I was huffing away at work..attacking the documents.. =/ my poor colleagues..

n thanks Sam n WJ for hearing me out.. (:

all becos of a.............bugger..seriously..I cant even say tat he DISTORTED my words..becos he got it TOTALLY WRONG..I nv said anything lidat lorh..BLEHS..somemore he said.."I understand"..my foot la! must have failed every single English comprehension in school last time..

dunno why I got so emo-ed today also..prolly cos I dun like ppl who dun understand the meaning of BUZZ OFF! I put it across in very clear terms..how many other ways or languages do I need to say it in order to get my message across! numbskull..totally spoiled my week..

met Mr Koh today =PpP which of cos.............cheered me up immensely..

he got a hair cut! whaha..but the vainpot doesn't seem to like it..lololol..though I tink he looks absolutely fine..dragonball -_-" VAIN LEI U! n I watched while he bought......an obscene T-shirt..I tink he's gonna spring it on his collegues tmr..god have pity on them pls.. =PpP n ANOTHER jar of hair wax..tsk tsk..he has more jars of hair wax than I have shoes ok..HOW CAN!

we watched NEXT..WAD A CHOICE OF MOVIE AR..I tink bf was trying to make fun of me for saying "I wish I knew wad the future holds!" in my previous entry..though he said he's not trying to suan me..but so coincidental lorh!!!!! n his..um chio face didn't exactly look very convincing either!! bassssssssket..haha..I actually tot the show was quite cool..but I didn't like the ending..kinda anti-climatic..kua kua..n I dun like Nicholas Cage! he looks a bit like..a droopy dog..

finally..weekend is here! time to be happy! TGIF! WOOT WOOT!

I should change my name in my IC..my name seems to have become Fefe..Felly..Felleh etc..or along those lines..shiet!!! *bangs table..

ok I should stop blogging at night..I realise I have no control over wad I type..words just seem to spill out..incoherent..time for beddie bye!

*and imissyou so ;

Thursday, May 17, 2007

been having random thoughts the whole of today..I guess last night's romance novel really..made me emo..

biggest random thought today - LIFE IS ONE BIG GAMBLE..I have decided to just...................not tink so much..jump right in..n er..do lotsa praying..hope everything turns out well

I wish I knew wad the future holds! ok la tt's lame..who doesn't right..

I tink the world is really a smorgasbord of characters..the ppl who have influenced my life in one way or another..good or bad

E: for introducing me to heartbreak
J: for showing just how low-down one can get
R: for teaching me the meaning of loss
K: for sheer utter stupidity&insanity (insert wadever mental illness here)
E: for making me feel alive
K: for the hope tat it nv ends! ilu!

n the biggest fiascos of my life..which made me............wake up....

D. big fat cheat. me for being a DUMBASS! u can all laugh at me pls..for falling for his sweet words..roses..walks in the park..puppydog eyes..everything! he's the kind of stupid guy tat can charm the birds out from the trees la..den somemore I was YOUNG N STUPID!!! PUI PUI PUI! thinking tat he really loved me..for convincing me tat he was going to be with me..AND THEN turning around n calling me a bitch n blaming me when his gf found out..wah like I got no feelings lidat..tsk tsk..the hurt I felt at tat time.....................n then acting all concerned n chummy whenever we happen to run in each other now..really made me wary of sweet talkers..GUYS LIKE HIM ZZZZZZZZZ..talk v nicely but FREAKINGGGGGG dun mean wad they say at all!!

K. which made me realise tat..too often..ppl seldom remember those who are there for them..sharing their bad moments..pain..tears..most of the time they only remember those who have FUN with them..the laughter..K was...............the biggest betrayal of friendship..haiz..tinking abt it still makes me feel like a fool..MUST CHOOSE FRENS WISELY! cos some ppl are just unappreciative..n only listen to...loudhailers like V..n loudhailers usually dunno ANYTHING at all..just there to add background sound n make things worse..empty vessels! I nv did like ppl who talk rubbish without getting their facts right..I mean seriously la..none of ur business den just..stay out of it ma!

oh well..there are many things I've done in life tat I wish I could change..ppl tat I wish I've NEVER met..but there's really no point in regretting..some things tat can't be helped..I can't please everyone..I've gotta do wad I've gotta do..

wah just realised it's so late! maybe I should stop reading my novels! they make me weepy n make me wish my bf is by my side like now O_o ahaha..siao one..I tink Mr Koh is in lala-land right now..I'm dying to prank call him la.. =/ I just realised..I've known him for 7 months! wah time flies..just seems like yesterday..

oops..I just realised tis post is really random..SORRY FOLKS! blogging rubbish..but I can't seem to stop..tat's wad work does to me..should see my expression at work..totally blank..muaha..

o_o let's all space out now..

*and imissyou so ;

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

sorry la! I know u all are going to absolutely kill me for changing my blog..AGAIN..n for my choice of blog address..HAHA..but I really couldn't tink of anything ma!

oh n btw..I changed my phone number as well..

if u're my close fren I'll sms u! -_- Sam dun be lame..

if u're not den dun bother askinggggggggggg I won't give!

hmm..n..dun link me pls?

time to slp..dun tink I can wake up in time tmr oh no..so tired..got sore eyes! painnnnnnnnnn..dun wanna go work@@

work just suxxxxxxx..I keep making ridiculous mistakes..n the place is so dusty..I keep...sneezing..

*and imissyou so ;

Monday, May 14, 2007

new blog! for a new beginning..problems PLEASE go away!

I tot such problems will nv exist again..BUT NO! -.- why me??? I dun tink I behave in a way tt I actually asked for such bullshit..

aiya..I just wanna be happy living my life with my few loved ones..

let it happen lei..not much to ask for right?

I dun need riches I dun need anything else one lorh..

I love my bf..don't complicate matters!

*and imissyou so ;