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...THE GIRL

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24th Oct
20
Scorpio
Hopeless romantic&dreamer (:

...WISHES

Ralph Lauren's Romance
Pretty cushions!
hmmmm

...MY LOVES

Samantha
Wanjune
Lee Ling
Lee Ling's online shop
Mabel
Winneh
Pearline
Amruta
Siling
Cheryl


...MEMORIES TO KEEP

  • May 2007

  • June 2007

  • July 2007

  • August 2007

  • September 2007


  • ...TAGBOARD




    Thursday, May 17, 2007


    been having random thoughts the whole of today..I guess last night's romance novel really..made me emo..

    biggest random thought today - LIFE IS ONE BIG GAMBLE..I have decided to just...................not tink so much..jump right in..n er..do lotsa praying..hope everything turns out well

    I wish I knew wad the future holds! ok la tt's lame..who doesn't right..

    I tink the world is really a smorgasbord of characters..the ppl who have influenced my life in one way or another..good or bad

    E: for introducing me to heartbreak
    J: for showing just how low-down one can get
    R: for teaching me the meaning of loss
    K: for sheer utter stupidity&insanity (insert wadever mental illness here)
    E: for making me feel alive
    K: for the hope tat it nv ends! ilu!

    n the biggest fiascos of my life..which made me............wake up....

    D. big fat cheat. me for being a DUMBASS! u can all laugh at me pls..for falling for his sweet words..roses..walks in the park..puppydog eyes..everything! he's the kind of stupid guy tat can charm the birds out from the trees la..den somemore I was YOUNG N STUPID!!! PUI PUI PUI! thinking tat he really loved me..for convincing me tat he was going to be with me..AND THEN turning around n calling me a bitch n blaming me when his gf found out..wah like I got no feelings lidat..tsk tsk..the hurt I felt at tat time.....................n then acting all concerned n chummy whenever we happen to run in each other now..really made me wary of sweet talkers..GUYS LIKE HIM ZZZZZZZZZ..talk v nicely but FREAKINGGGGGG dun mean wad they say at all!!

    K. which made me realise tat..too often..ppl seldom remember those who are there for them..sharing their bad moments..pain..tears..most of the time they only remember those who have FUN with them..the laughter..K was...............the biggest betrayal of friendship..haiz..tinking abt it still makes me feel like a fool..MUST CHOOSE FRENS WISELY! cos some ppl are just unappreciative..n only listen to...loudhailers like V..n loudhailers usually dunno ANYTHING at all..just there to add background sound n make things worse..empty vessels! I nv did like ppl who talk rubbish without getting their facts right..I mean seriously la..none of ur business den just..stay out of it ma!

    oh well..there are many things I've done in life tat I wish I could change..ppl tat I wish I've NEVER met..but there's really no point in regretting..some things tat can't be helped..I can't please everyone..I've gotta do wad I've gotta do..

    wah just realised it's so late! maybe I should stop reading my novels! they make me weepy n make me wish my bf is by my side like now O_o ahaha..siao one..I tink Mr Koh is in lala-land right now..I'm dying to prank call him la.. =/ I just realised..I've known him for 7 months! wah time flies..just seems like yesterday..

    oops..I just realised tis post is really random..SORRY FOLKS! blogging rubbish..but I can't seem to stop..tat's wad work does to me..should see my expression at work..totally blank..muaha..

    o_o let's all space out now..

    *and imissyou so ;